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2009-02-18T23:35:00.000-08:00

i need to grow taller . yes and i luv-ed wed with make lolz we spent our cash on redundant but delish things yay :D thank you to the parentals who read this blog btw ! PARENTS FTW . you guys are the only ones who will spend $XXXX on my dress without feeling the pinch :) ILY ! <3 of course feeling the guilt x7129382 times for spending XXXX on one measly dress during the bloody recession but i luv it so . lol ily too :) i will find work soon *met a snr at topshop ! maybe i can go work there or something lawlz since i luv topshop and shop there 20 times a month* and buy you guys lovely things haha i need to be more xiao shun :D the best thing i ever bought for them was prolly bird's nest or something . o right and clothes, and cosmetics for mom. plus food. lol ok i need to be more xiao shun from nao on after they spent $XXXX on my dress :D ILY MOMMY AND DADDY !

2009-02-13T22:51:00.000-08:00

I FOUND MY DRESS !!! fell asleep around an hour after my hour-long conversation with Jackz (who totally should cheerup because ILY !! <3) and woke up early today to dress up for Dempsey excursion :D bathed and sprayed my hair with liberal amounts of hairspray (i know it denotes a certain sense of insanity but: I AM ADDICTED TO MY HAIRSPRAY) and left the house in a vintage lafayette tee (courtesy of mommy darling) and topshop skirt + falke tights and miss selfridge flats . so safe :( i need to go out more . HAD LUNCH AT DEMPSEY ho boy it was so awesome . bought lemon sorbet sweets from L'organic , which had sweet nectar nestled comfortably in its heart . it brought my tastebuds to raptures when the first strings of the honey leaked out onto my tongue ! its delectable you guys should really try it . rather cheap too its around 6 dollars for the whole packet . walked around for a bit (okay it was more like an hour because mommy and i got lost in the winding roads) and browsed the shops there . found nothing to our fancy so we bused down to TriBeca in town , where i found my DRESS !!!! i love my dress for prom camp !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so . specs: 1. its from Anna Sui 2. its liberally patterned (sort of tribal prints LOLLOL) 3. its $XXXX 4. I LOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 5. its a little long so i need to either hoik it up with my belt or tailor it . I AM IN LOVE WITH IT I HAVN'T BEEN IN SO MUCH LOVE WITH A DRESS FOR SO LONG !!!!! sets my sights on future purchases with Anna Sui god knows what other treasures i might find !!! I LOVE IT . thank god for TriBeca ! it brings in clothes from brands that don't have a standalone in singapore :D:D:D i was considering this Diane Von Furstenburg one , but i consulted grandma (lol not my real grandma wtf.) and she said the paint splotches in bright flourescent orange and yellow would most definitely scare the hell out of anybody who sees me . great . paint splotches and i are like chestnuts and meringue pie . exactly- no link . before TriBeca we went to BCBG and there was this dress which i loved but sleeveless , which probably means i needed a shawl like how that elenewhatsherface dictated during her talk . if its cold , it equates to a shawl . i dont see the point of going all aunty on such a nice dress so .. forget it . SO I GOT MY DRESS and now all i need are shoes , makeup and more hairspray . i see the hairspray disappearing soon *evil laughter* into the deep spikes and pikes of my mane . meh //

2009-01-30T07:50:00.002-08:00

only those who are sincere tag . missing some usual tags no ? TYMJ<3 indobabyyy <3<3<3

2009-01-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

hah the evil cheena peepo know about my saga with the 9 bags 6 shoes 4 shoes thing . damn funny i can afford cannot ar -.- queen of bargaining ! and everything else ya kno , HAH ive got more juice to spill wna hear ? inside story about the squeeziest people bwahahaha awesumz I LOVE OUR CLASS ! but not 2009 grozz :(

2008-12-27T06:02:00.000-08:00

hello living people . eh i just survived an empty Topshop store with nice salesreps ! soooooooooooo happy i got three dresses for CNY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the better part of half a grand :D happyyyyyyyyyyy yay but no tops to wear with my drop-crotches *groans more shopping soon :D i admit fine there were some tops that couldve been matched with the drop-crotches but i said they were ugly so i'd have to go out more to shop :D muaha . errr and then went to azabu sabo for dessert and saw ah ben ! :D so cute heh / okay imma do more impt stuff then blogging about crap yes byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

xx.
m

p.s/ important meaning .. shop .

2008-12-26T02:50:00.000-08:00

oh and i also got a necklace from Warehouse . something shiny and twisty . forms any thing i fancy . kinda liking it loads

xx.
m

p.s/ imy darling ! GET OUT OF THE HOSPITAL NOW .

2008-12-26T02:32:00.000-08:00

Ily mommy ! bought Hareem pants today ! Drop-crotches <3 i love em !! wanted to get slushy dresses from topshop too but they were too big :( 8 was big !! all drapey and huge . but oh well im going out shopping again soon and maybe then i'll get them ! so yes drop-crotches from WAREHOUSE ahhhhhhhhhhh i love love loveeeeeee !! <3333333 (staggering amount of cash off mommy's card account now kay imma buy her nice godiva chocolate as a thankyou ! :D ME LOVE !!)

xx.
m

2008-12-25T04:42:00.000-08:00

hello hello i cant update much im at the hotel for christmas ! have been since .. yestermorn :D *pssst and somebody forgot me already huh ! never contact me so long alr . okay and ehhhh TMR IM GOING SHOPPING FOR MY CNY CLOTHES !!!!!! dad warned not too expensive but HOO CAREZZZZZZ ARGHH YAYYYYY !!!!!! and today was awesome eh i got to wear my new clothes i saw this old person friend of mine (SAT NEXT TO HIM and his FAMILY what fcuk) at lunch and erm okay yea basically shopped and shit . im too lazy to update ILY !

DI ! i am la haha awwwwwwwww you're too nice ily ily ! <3 many smooches and MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!

SQ AHAHAHA you are crazy what ! ily ily ! <3 merry xmas too !!

JACK ILY OKAY AFTER YOUR GCES LETS GO HIT SOMEONE ! <3

SARAH BXTCH I OWE YOU PRESENTS GO HVE YOUR PHONE CHECKED ILYILY <3

YOW SHUTING YOU BEECH ! COME ONLINE LA ! MUACKS LOVELOVELOVE

ELI ! I OWE YOU BROWNIES still HAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY XMAS ! <3

EVERYONE ELSE : MUCHOS LOVE ! NO TIME NO TIME TO WRITE DEDIS ILY !!!

2008-12-23T03:52:00.000-08:00

sorry okay supposed to do quiz etc been doing other stuff :) winter fling <3 okay yea onwards !

1. Who is the person who tagged you?
shiqi
2. Relationship between you and her?
friends
3. Five impressions of her?
insane , funny , INSANE , lol , INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
4. If she becomes your enemy , what will you do?
eh- throw cupcakes at her (what she doesnt know is that they're filled with rat guts ! YAY ! ahahaha)
5. What would you like to say to the person you like very much?
eh- wassup
6. Characteristic I like about myself?
(cough) im evil and i scare people .
7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
tonnes
8. For the person you hate you say?
not worth my time baby
9. What do people feel about you?
evil sarcastic bxtch :D
10. Your crush?
my BAE-by <3

Pick 10 ppl :

1. sarah

2. make

3. gemz

4. jack

5. charm

6. alma
7. bae ! <3

8. laoshu

9. eli

10. didi

12. If 5 & 7 were tgt? [ charm and bae ]
I WILL OFFICIALLY KILL AND CASTRATE BAE cos charm's just a little kid :D
13. What does 5 like? [ charm ]
dogs dogs and more dogs
14. What colour does number 9 like? [ eli ]
i'm guessing anything but pink
15. Say something about number 8? [ laoshu]
ahahaha my most bimbotic-esque BXTCH <3333
16. Who is number 2? [ make]
my darling ! <3
17. Talk about number 3? [ gemz ]
high-tolerance to my insanity
18. Who's number 10's best friend? [ didi]
idk used to be kivaan now in nhhs idk !?
19. Who is the sexiest among the 10 people?
haha SARAH <3333333 my sex-goddess :D
20. What colour does 4 like? [ jack ]
er for now .. grey ?
21. Is 4 single? [ jack ]
yea
22. Your relationship with number 1 [ sarah ]
my ultra-lovey BESTFRIEND and dream pardner <3
23. Are 5 & 6 best friends ? [ charm and alma ]
sureeeeeeeeee over the globe that is
24. 9's surname? [ eli ]
tan
25. 7's nickname? [bae]
HAHAHA my baby bae yong jun xoxo <3

kay im done ! more laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr xoxo

p.s/ mj ! i cant believe your parents saw our pictures ! they saw indo baby- and MY BAE ?! and okay hyl and redhoodieguy right ? DAMN .

2008-12-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

helloooooo ~ just back from trekking around the mash packed orchard area in my trusty ugg boots : huge grin . sephora-ed again ! mom wasn't too impressed TOLD JA GUYS sephora s'pore sucks something badass . tripped around miss selfridge mng warehouse topshop dorothy perkins fcuk etc etc but didn't find anything good . Number one , its sale season , which means the highly unsoldable and ugly goods are out for buyage blood . Number two , they hid some of the new stock = less impressed customers , less credit damage . the only things i saw that were presentably fine were

xx. Topshop blazer $150
xx. Topshop leather jacket with hood $180
xx. Topshop cheetah print jeans $89
xx. Topshop leather drainpipes $89
xx. Peter Jensen for Kate Moss leather colour-block raincoat $360
xx. Peter Jensen for Kate Moss (GENERAL APPEAL) items $- misc
xx. Kate Moss leather jacket $456
xx. Kate Moss Stars and Stripes sequinned dress $139
xx. DKNY sequinned bag $349
xx. DKNY gold leather/canvas satchel $200
xx. Ted Baker bag (mom) $369
xx. Ted Baker puppy-bow blouse $209
xx. Calvin Klein Peep-toe metallic booties $569
xx. Calvin Klein leather shoulder bag (mom) $369
xx. Warehouse stud dress $319
xx. MAC brush set $100 (mom says its all the simple brushes rather get RMK's argh i want MAC!)
xx. RMK foundation
xx. Shu Uemura foundation
xx. etc etc slips my mind like mist on a summer's eve ..

o' and the lunch was terrible . it was supposed to be a fast one because we were planning on shopping the whole day so we hopped into The Ship at Isetan which previously had always been spot on with their fast delicious food choices . but today ? not so . I ordered the set lunch at 38 bucks which was prime ribs and came with dessert , tea and soup . the pumpkin soup was delicious with the accompanying garlic croutons but a little cool , dessert was bla fruit cake with rum icing (my mom can pwn their cake so much more) , tea was as usual like tea with weird milk but drinkably sweet and the main course- holy geez dude the meat was so RAWR it was red (not even bleeding . usually i enjoy my meat really bloody and dripping with the liquid but this one- whoa) and some parts was utterly uncooked . my description of the gory mess : LOOKS LIKE THE DESSICATED CORPSE OF AN INFANT . BWAHHAHAHAHA . NO ! IT REEMINDS ME OF A PSYCHOPATH ON THE LOOSE , TEARING HIS VICTIM'S VISCERA OUT IN HOT STEAMING BUNDLES AND SAVOURING THEM WITH CROUTONS AND CHIANTI ! BWAAAAAAAHAHHAHAHAAHA ! the cute waitor checked out , ducked , and disappeared the whole lunch into the kitchen . pity !

poor mom had the ox tail stew that USED TO BE (effective word USED TO BE) (eh no thats three words) really tender and gooooooood but was plain tough , stringy , bland and OLD today . did they know i was menopausing ? anyhoo , they gave us cake for free and a huuuuuuge discount . tough luck stranger , you've just met your death in the maws of two highly irritatable food criticsz . not my fault . well yes and mom wants an eyeliner brush with nice bristles . any reccoms ? saw this girl at Cold Storage later whilst mom foraged for tenderloins (tonights dinner o' yum!) wearing a delectable grey knit origami sweater with tail coats and drainpipes . had the prettiest hair too ! pity she wasnt more handsome . oh and i finally got my Asience shampoo after frolicking around Origins (sweet smelling but such a tiny bottle to last me a month ! let alone a week . please . i wash my hair THREE TIMES A DAY) loreal Shu Uemura (passing fad i was attracted by the supposed 3-in-1 bodyhairface wash ugh) clairol etc. Now i am trying Asience ! and hopefully it suits me . MY MOTHER ANNOYS ME GREATLY and i havn't gotten around to emailing bae yet !! did i mention : saw this really hot emo guy with a nosering (i know that annoys me greatly too but whadever) and floppy korean hair (YOU GOT ME THERE BABY!) and black shirt black jeans black geek specs .. aiiiiiiiiiiiiiii but alas he was withdrawing money from the atm whilst his VERY NOT MIXED LOOKING (he looks mixed) FAMILY OF FIVE WITH OLD PEOPLE who were staring at me just cos' im in fur-lined uggs and shredded tights . damn them . so he basically just looked and gallivanted off to macs with his AMAZING FAMILY . woohoo ! ugh .

i am sort of away from the neopets craze ! giving up . anyway yea and i am so crrrazy over Ugly Betty Supernatural (season four) House Fringe and Gary Unmarried ! super kurrrrazy super luuuuuving super stuuuuuuuupid watches . imma go supernat for a bit , bye !

xx.

p.s/ mom threatened me to only buy me a box of chocolates FOR CHRISTMAS WTF if i continue spending . according to her , i have spent enough to last me a lifetime . no , make that TWO . but then again- she didnt say what brand OF chocolates .. hmm .. thinking agnes b ?

p.p.s/ and okay i'll do your quiz SQ daughter when im less lazy AHA TA !

2008-12-19T02:21:00.000-08:00

sorry sorry i know ive been in dead-land but believe me , blogging's the least of my worries as compared to doing serious damage to credit cards and the such *evil grin can i possibly laugh harder ? i doubt it / tried calling cherub but i think the angel's preparing for tonights gig down at the indoor stadium (which i totally regret not even trying to get tickets for) okay and yes my to-do list for the week :

xx. email alma chenbiling yangxi bae etc.
xx. pictures of beijing
xx. stop spending
xx. go shopping
xx. stop contradicting myself
xx. etc.

yep ! and you heard it HERE FIRST sephora's in spore ! went there and now im back from sephora land & i can hear your excited squeals *laughs and okay the sephora branch in singapore was biiiiiiiiiig , but not THAT BIG (did i mention only 3000+ sq. ft ?) they had draws for lucky winners to walk away with vouchers etc (honestly , the vouchers were like what- 10 bucks ) and as usual spore has to make all the stuff there immensely OVERPRICED gah . and WTF the stuff i got in china ? dude it was kinda' cheaper than whats here . i saw this hair gunk going for 78 or something , and it was only like 60+ over in beijing ! definitely pissed me off and i mightve muttered many a "sod off , bitch" to some disgruntled pushy customers (not all women though ! funny ! there was a guy asking his girlfriend what the different types of foundation were for- to quote the dude "use one can liao mah got hard one liquid one for what ?" i dont even wanna try ) alright and i treated myself with the 200 bucks procured from my grandmom (LUV YA' !) and walked away with only FOUR BLOODY items YOU CAN HEAR ME WAIL two mascaras (one for estee for getting those clothes accessories etc from Paris) midnight blue shadow and a hot pink eyeliner to gist the look of shu uemura's holiday palette . i wanted the hair gunk (dad screeches : whats this ulu thing O.O and the moisturising creme gunk thing ($65) but as usual my miserly streak won out and i didn't get it D: i still owe mj and elizabeth money (!!) so i will get it (I SWARE) just before ETHNICAL BOOT CAMP next year march for all the prep stuff and crap . my aunt is coming back from japan soon (christmas dinner !) and then flying off to the states again . hopefully procuring some interesting gifts along the way for me ! i told her to gag some jap foodies for people in spore , hopefully they dont rot before i hand em over next year in school . ha okay and im doing my inspiration board now AFTER STUDYING LOADS OF CHEMISTRY (believe it ! i did) and imma go for now . TA' !

p.s/ dont you just love jaeger ?

xx.

(anyhoo updates on what ive been doing eh- work work work work grounded occasional outings and shopping spats TOPSHOP YESSS WAREHOUSE and FCUK and recently sephora and er- okay my savings plan isn't going too well erhem erhem . i think with pre-trip spendings and trip spendings and recent spendings and FUTURE SPENDINGS *think books books books from borders YUMZ and christmas and new year spendings DKNY dammit imma get my dress and my coat my mom SWORE before i left okay !! .. adding them all up lets just say $6000 prolly wouldnt cover it . serious damage to credit cards you say ? it's a massacre . not online very much sorry sorry i can see all the offline messages creeping up on my dead rotting persona and er lets see .. i love my american apparel clothes and the handmedown oscar (de la renta?) blazers and OHYES the 'rents recent splurge on a pair of Steve Madden gladiator heels for christmas [smiles] dude you dont know whats coming after . lets see anybody trying to cross me like in shucheng or the gege in china . DABLAT wouldnt even cover the damage . 6" and counting baby ! okay yes when i say 6000 wouldnt cover it , it wouldnt . muaha okay imma go watch some shows now JENSEN ACKLES <3 ha ta' !)

winter love's over /

2008-12-09T06:39:00.000-08:00

or so he thinks . i wont let it go so easily you just watch me . drastik ooh lovely .

'O' - Jung.Ban.Hub

2008-12-04T08:53:00.000-08:00

Hey ! Girl is really nice homg . im a korean fangirl always have been am still one will always be ahahaha sorry yvn can't convert me to jap stuff fully just yet :D im stuck onto my lover's culture <3 i suggest you go listen to Hey ! Girl

I'll be there's really nice too homg so sweet ! ahhh stuck onto Hey ! Girl cant let it go love iiiit . SHINee you're like oxygen EEEE super cute :D but they're kind of ugly oh no :( haha suju ! <3 shindongshindong <3 oh no imma fangirl again ! like with frh just worse D: i gave up on koreansz for frh and now that frh is so O-V-E-R ahhhh more reason to start again no ? D: haha there goes all my moolah . damn . blame bae ! that evil boy's fault . ily ily ily <33 haha

i miss bae ! :D ily loads loads argh . and anyway yes okay so i lied , hurt people , killed hearts . blame me ? have fun ahahahahaha :D

DBSK :O

2008-12-04T08:50:00.001-08:00

still iffy about dbsk . get me some of - whut ? [!]

SUJU <3

2008-12-04T08:27:00.000-08:00

argh LOVESONG is so badly sung it's amazing cute :D and their love lettre dance was super kute !! <3 haha super funny , too . the girls were like :O *drools i think my bae can rawrk like that too ahaha <33333 ahhhhh crazy crazy its making me think of bae . year ago suju made me happy now it makes me sad . sigh :[

2008-12-03T23:12:00.000-08:00

argh im sad . even though i just found two [yes !! two !!] oscar (de la renta ?) blazers in da parentalsz closet !! -screams- yes i missss jack (hongkong disneyland rolfcoptarrr) and bae <3<3<3 i will die if i don't email bae soon . *heavy sigh :) but nevermind , alma emailed me ! hahaha i need to add that white dood onto QQ -.-

brb

Feels like forever &&

2008-12-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

my winter fling ! it's over . le sigh ! oh baby baby imma stalk yoooooooou ~ and SOMEBODYSHOULDSTOP pretending to be OH KIRA L MISA GOD KNOWS WHUT ELSE puh-lease you're just insulting them . lai ha ma xiang ban4 tian e . HELLO take a look in the mirror FIRST tyvm / ugh no time for irritating loserz like that dood . shopping ! da stash is big . my wallet is very empty , and winter is just cumminnnnnn' baby ! oh honey honey my heart's in a retch . somebody save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-11-25T20:43:00.000-08:00

coming home soon ~ apparently my mom knows about bae . have you been reading my blog and pretending that you aren't , mom ? damn you . anyway , it has been super awesome in beijing i really REALLY dont want to go ! home , i mean . the people here are so nice :) especially the korean ni hao girls ! xu zhi ning or something . im giving her expensive chocolates muahahaha :D and ytd this idiot boy went to tell the teacher that it was his yogurt on the field when it was obviously MINE and even when i went to confess he was like "no no its mine !!" and i was like OKAYYYYYYY and he got scolded and i didnt and bae was just standing there with his jap friends (omg hot hot hotttt !!) and laughing at me . please he was laughing so hard it was totally peng fu da xiao , like literally :( ASS !! then later he went to play ball and was super poseurrrr hahaha idiot boy tried to do some super NBA move that WOULD HAVE looked kewl if it actually succeeded but he failed rather terribly and i returned the previous favour and roared at him . laughter , meaning . i love my bae <3 muackz ! and the suju guy HAHA meiji caught him staring at me in the auditorium like thrice or something and i caught him looking like thrice too -.- twice when i was totally zoned out and fell asleep and i opened my eyes and he was like O.O THERE i went all OMG wth . yeah but i prefer his friend :P who is super CUTE !! and ytd we saw the jap doodz , i think bae's friends . they suddenly nudged each other when me and mage neared and guez whut . SPAT reaaaaaaaally slow and gross onto the floor like some spitting comp and laughed -.- i was like all "EEW GROSS" in their faces and they shut up -.- immature . the cu yi bans are obsessed with how a.m i look wth -.- during p.e they were like WOOOH MEI NV !! and stuff -.- god . BUT THEY'RE CUTEEEEEEEEEEE heh heh . wth china guys are not that bad seriously . especially GUO JI BU :D:D:D hahahaha my baeeeeeeeee <3<3<3 oh shxt i gtg fine i love bae !

xoxo
mel

2008-11-19T20:34:00.000-08:00

if my parents are reading this :

STAY THE FCUK AWAY FROM HERE AND KISS MY ASS YOU

JERKHEADS !!!

2008-11-19T20:02:00.000-08:00

okay so i meant i was bringing back six pairs of boots so far and buying more -.- nevermind my typing sucks yes . I LOVE MEIJI MAMA :D:D:D <3 hahahaha you are so funny and lame and yes dont care about the -cough- thing okay i need to pretend cos that idiot also pretended whut ! :D xoxo ! help me play neopets and call lai totoro :D:D:D muahahhhahahahahahahaha . err bae bae so cute . he cannot run properly :PPP so farking cute la the way he runs :D:D:D <3<3<3 last night the VERY MUCH SO OBVIOUS korean doodz a.k.a bae's friends {okay prolly enemies since they totally dumped him upstairs and went to show off in front of us wtf so obvious run allllll the way from the other end of the court to do a very obvious FAILED slam dunk -.- hahaha !} came down to play bball and everytime me mage and zhiyi walked past they whistled at us and we were like :O huh ? and zhiyi whistled back once and i was like OMG NO !! hahaha super funny you're so cute :D yes yes koreans :D:D:D <3<3 love love ! and yay for people who emailed me I AM BORED NO MORE ! :D:D:D i love my hair it looks awesome :P and the mao1 yan3 korean in the next class and his super junior lookaliike friend caught me bopping to sharpay's rendition of you are the music in me :( hahahahhaa funny lor . aiyah dno lah wdv all of them just stare and stare and stare and not do anything -.- getting tired of it just jiao liu already !!! anyway yes not much shopping done . had a nice walk ytd with mage and zhiyi ! lost weight and grew taller muaha im tsller that lai by half a head now :D:D:D yay

okay whut else i cant rememeber MEIJI YOU SUCK hahahhahaa :D

im bored . later !

2008-11-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

BACK !! loads of things to tell you . er i bought SIX PAIRS of boots and two pairs of sneaks . around six hoodies , and one more given by laoshu dearest as my SUPER BELATED BDAE PRESENT :D:D:D <3<3<3 i love you ! and hohum like 5 bags {i love the dokumon one and my SPECIAL BAG which i will carry next year and scare the crap outta you peeps} I LOVE BEIJING BTW !!! i bought alot of stuff what the FARK i went to sephora and bought like 400+ worth of shxt . i got EXTENSIONS !!! my hair is super scene now . i love scene ! and its funny cos i walked past leeqi and the rest for like the whole day and they only realised i had extensions in before dinner -.- they said its cos i look too natural in long hair so it was like norm . LAWL ? i love it . it is totally hot . and btw i am so effing broke . i need one more pair of boots , one pair of flats , two hoodies and more makeup !!!!! sephora is AWESOME . they have all the great brands including m.a.c and VS i love it there . OMGGGGGG so much to tell you ! we met jierong and some guy at wangfujing and eli was like :O and i was like :O and they were like :O lol . AND MY BAE BAE !!! I LOVE HIM muaha he's my bear okay so its cos his name is xiong so yea but <3<3<3 my darling bae bae ish sho cutez worsh hahhahaha :D:D:D sorry freaking high . theres this dude (JAP DUDE) who is freeaking hot too . and his FIVE FRIENDS whoo baby hot nessssss <3<3<3<3 oh yes and we bought vodka ice and barcadi breezer . awesome . third time drinking ! the last time laoshu came over she nearly drank herself stone cold loony . and the drink was like what , 6% ?! hahahaha loads of things to tell lah ytd was super funny my bae bae came down and so obviously kept walking in front of us and yelling stupid things -.- like hello la . sigh my bae bae stop your staring or i'd just might jump down and die from hyperventilating . and yes i still want to get laid with you oh god gross . SHXT LAHHHH SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU !!!!! shopping was awesome i bought loadds of crap oh yes jack i got my fringed boots !! TWO pairs :D and er the only people (only is a shop btw) are DRUGGIES they followed me around screaming and singing HEY HEY YOU YOU I DONT LIKE YOUR GFFF and shouting MEI NV !! in my ear . right and i was molested FOUR TIMES IN CHINA wtf . GROPED . LITERALLY GROPED . and er yea the guys here are really nice and some are quite cute but kind of horny . and the girls (guys too sometimes) dont seem to think i know hua yu and they'll just discuss my ethnicity and complexion RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME . and say how mei i apparently am but think that i dont know -.- the guys gawk alot . thanks ? ive had two weirdos come up to me and touch my face and (btw girls wth omg) tell me in this awed voice that "ni hao piao liang orhhhh" and im like o.o I MISS YOU ALL !! apparently shaun wanted to put on eyeliner for me riiiiight wahlao i cant believe i missed that :( haha nevermindddddddddddddd im coming back in two weeks ! :D i miss rah rah <3<3<3 many kisses babe i got you M.A.C makeup from sephora . and other stuff for other people :) beijing shopping is awesome . they have all the brands singapore doesnt have ! and the people are kind of all right . OMGOMGOMG joce is online !! i love joce :D

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awwwww darling :D cher is holsing now apparently sigh . i have loads of things to say but mostly private so .. hmm okay spent alot of cash already please my makeup and boots and clothes and hoodies and bags alone are like !?!?!?! hahaha loads of things to lug back . mummy is getting me my topshop pullover and bag for chrissy !! :D:D:D <3<3<3 i bought zara stuff for esteee :) rmb my makeup and clothes !!! <3 okay 3NGLES dinner we'll set it soon . other issues lets do it later . oh crap im leaving to go back to my horny class wheere the guys shout mei nv and laugh -.- why cant i be in the koreans' class ? the guys who are bae bae's friends :( sigh okay logging off ! many luvs :D

<3

2008-11-13T03:38:00.000-08:00

if my mother or father is reading this , hello and please :

FARK OFF .

anyway . my bae bae :( i lub my bae bae :( and i am broke . we had alot of fun and i just spent 60+ on FOOD !!! wtf right ! my buddy gave me this wooden handpainted pencil case i am so touched :) and another one is buying me a huge stitch to lug back ! you know , lilo and stitch STITCH ?! haha <3 shutarde ! ya' visiting this saturday after we return from gu gong ? and that kor kor wth damn horny -.- but he's a nice person . this post is being edited two weeks after it is writtenn . wtf blogger sucks . china connection sucks . i love my bae <3

2008-11-09T20:53:00.000-08:00

am in the school again ! tried blogging the other day but couldnt :( the nan xiao's coms are shxt . and the coms here are alright even though they're like old and saggy . my buddies taking me and lai and na and peipei out today ! YAY :D:D:D happy . and went shopping . got two huge bags and sneaks and boots and LOTS OF FOOD . i bought like four packs of chips four packs of pokey four cup noodles {adding on to my depleting store of 15 from spore} and er- two cups of nai cha and lots of sweets and chocolates -.- today we going shopping again i think . er we had ten kinds of dumplings and we WENT TO THE CHANG CHENG omg so fun ! i totally ran up or more like erm meng3 climbed up and left lai and meimei behind :O oops sorry haha . then bought the I CLIMBED CHANG CHENG shirt and cert ! super nice . got alot of olympic stuffs ! we havnt gone to wang fu jing and already i am fuggin broke . but they have okay shops here la . erm and alot of other stuff la . my cupboard in the room is full of shopping stuff and food and my eight magazines . so far i only read glamour bazaar and vogue =/= moving onto stephen king ! hahaha more intellectual . and yes i spent quite alot already wtf . i love the chang cheng btw ! every day i dont eat rice only soup and some vegetables like four strands ? and erm some meat . then climbed chang cheng chiong like mad YAY i think i lost weight again whoopee . my clothes now are totally running out . and apparently they are ALL like literally ALL illegal wtf !!!! irritating . and when i blog here i am usually in a rush so pardon the super bad english and the singlish shxt . yep and er- i cant remember !! the dao you likes me :D haha and the people here are super friendly :D you know i went shopping !! then i haggled this leather bag from 800 to 100+ !??!?! and my shoes !! 400 to 180 !! and the other bag was 200+ to 60 :D:D:D and erm .. bracelets were one for 45 , i haggled for THREE for SIXTY wtf good right ! i rock at bargaining damn well . i pwn HAGGLING muaha and everyone was like DOOD we should go with you next time -.- I BOUGHT A DANCING DONKEY !! fcuking cute . it was 100+ and we haggled till like 20 -.- super funny . and i bought alot of other stuff muaha . but the bags people were like whispering in chinese duh "i help you sha jia give u super low low price !" then i was like whisper back "why ?" and she was like "cos you very pretty ! zhen de zhen de !" then i was like "o.o okay" and she did -.- 800+ to 100+ is farking alot lor !! then er yah the students in the haidian sch also said stuff like that to me and i was like O.O and they were debating if i was caucasian -.- okay yes er anymore i forgot ? IDK !?!!?!? CAN PEOPLE ANSWER THEIR PHONES IN CHURCH PLEASE !!! I NEED TO CALL SOMEBODY !! ask stuffs -.- i am broke la wtf . i only have like maybe 600+ tops after all my shopping . i spent so much on bags and shoes etc already and i dont want to convert my 200+ sing to china yuan !! cos i need to go back to spore and shop more -.- i want my nine west boots . yes . ANYWAY YAH I TOO LAZY TO BLOG LIAO MY MOTHER GOING TO TOPSHOP TO BUY ME STUFF WTH OKAY YAH BYE HELLO JINGTARDE :D

2008-11-05T03:10:00.000-08:00

IN HAIDIAN !! :D:D:D super fun me and lai had a wayang session whoever wants a personalised ringtone you can get one for FIVE YUAN hahaha . yes we PWN peking opera ! OMGOMG I LOVE MY BAE YONG JUN GUY <3<3<3 yes yoooooooooo hahaha xoxoxoxo . you're so sweet :):):) anyway , loads of funny things happened AND I WENT AND CUT okay not cut as in like gouged lines in my arm thanks to that ass shxt brocolli who thinks she knows everything just cos shes the farking teacher oh and i was biting my fist *happy endorphins in blood people* and she went and told my room mates she was very scared of me . wtf . but its good la . er then we went to the supermarket and bought ALOT of groceries . i bought some fruit sticks and chips and three packs of gum and milk tea and frh's album and avril's album and SUPERNATURAL season 1-3 dvds and GUESS WHUT !? the totale was only like wtf at most $14 !?!?!?!?!?! SGD YOU KNOW !?!?! WTF !? and btw my phone card no money i will top up soon heh heh . china has weird topping up methods ! and oh god i cannot believe i missed sunday's cath class :( missing y'all loads . will prolly call during this lesson to say hi !! :D:D:D OH GOOD jocey's online :) yay ! with na and estttt . hello est this is my url :D i miss my boy :( sigh . oh and had ALOT of stupid meaningless fun shouting things abt cheryl at JT through her phone LAWL i love my friends no matter how weird they are . and no jack darling , i have not been SHOPPING UP A STORM even though there were instances with gucci and sasa *wth ??* and other weird shops . cos haidian has weird places ! our true shopping destis will be next week sigh . est arh my UK stuff ? :D haha . okay im typing weird cos i have no time . just need to say , i love my BYJ *muackzmuackz* and my boy and all of yooooooooo XOXO . gemz we are meeting tmr , no ? haha at the universitayyyyyyye . nvm okay signing off ! drop me emails :D

2008-11-02T20:33:00.000-08:00

FARK !!!! BEIJING IS LAGGING !!!! I mean the computers . i cant access my other blogs so jack dear and rah , look to this for updates ! apparently i dress too nicely for occassions and the china people were discussing how much i look like zhang shao han which i so do not and i hate her so yes . oh god i want chocolates !!! im bunking with mama meiji and lai and zhi yi :D:D:D xoxoxo super fun . and im super messy . yay :D:D:D (MJ AND ELI AGREES STRONGLY) tsk that was mj -.- IT IZ COLDDDD I MISS YOU GUYS AND SOME IDIOT PROMISED ME CHOCOLATES AND HAVNT GIVEN ME YET AND HELLO IDIOT WHERE IS MY HUGGG :D:D lol im mad . its great here but i will update further SOON . now no time . neopetting !

2008-10-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

AYD was so FUN !! went with germz and the Js <3 and nick and er- joan ? another J :D and stranded someone *cough :) IT WAS SUPER FUN i love mistah and miss js <3<3<3 and germz was super anti-social :D HAHA but it was fun . honestly . someone was posessed- LITERALLY :O erm and something happened ; no wait , LOTSA somethings :D:D:D:D:D that convinced the J1 that *cough *coughcoughcough HAHAHA i cant write it here but whatever :D INCRIMINATINGGGG >< xoxoxoxoxoxo me happy like craphellz :D:D:D and er went shopping today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPENT $800 on a cape , thermal top and gloves :) so happy . LATEER GOING TO VIVO AND WISMAAAAAAAAAAAAA to shop more ! my topshop skirts , cowl sweater and dressesssss :D:D:D and my dkny coat ! <3<3<3 happy mel brands brands brands i am brand concious SO FREAKING WHAT at least i can buy them muahahhahahaha *gazes pointedly at the screen YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ahahahaha breakfast coupons =.= loser . anyway yea , and im buying other stuff on my own ! bought a skirt from topshop and flats from there , did i mention ? no ? ohwell and contacts . i need another pair o' flats from there and a bag and tights :) total .... $400 tops ? idk :)EIGHTY BUCKS WORTH OF MAGAZINES i alr have teenvogue and luckymagz and glamour and allure and er- im missing harper's and vogue and marie claire . off to do more shopping ! BYEEE :D

btw my msn is auto sign on . so if i dont reply to your im-ing its cos my dad's using the com and the thing is auto-ed . SO DONT SAY ANYTHING WEIRD !! tyty :D cos yea ive been getting scolded for not replying and suddenly going off line :P oops ! and ta~

2008-10-16T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hmm be like before ? Dream on . Ha . All or nothing .

spoken like a true wild cat .. I am on a *** hiatus . Great , huh ! And havn't talked to some people in ages ; there's a cath gathering on sat {YAY} hopefully can meet E darling {<3<3<3} and some other people . is greg going ? havnt asked . charm says he's super busy nowadays =.= ohwell . when are we going out , 3ngles people ? i want to see charm's guinea pig and dog . hahaha . talked to aghathe ! xoxo lovely i missed you . idk don't really feel like blogging anymore . active verb blog . and i recently blew around 250 buckz at topshop and getting my contacts . TMR AM GOING TO TOWN WITH MOMMY !!! <3<3<3 shop . oh and whilst she does dentistry might meetup with E :) I LOVE YOU E ! We have loadz in co-incidental commonstry . XOXO muazk . i owe you flipflops and food or something . haha :D thats it ! goodbye .

2008-10-10T05:00:00.000-07:00

NOT UPDATING sorry . Exams .. so so . Some hard some okay ! I like the heart most for bio =.= Easy . Chemistry and math left ! Then I'm free to go shoppppp <3 JACKJACKJACK :D Island-wide thrift . What else- oh yes I think Histoire tanked . I hate mao . BLA~

digressing . Nothing interests me now except moolah moolah and moolah . Yes and shopping . And er- somethinggggg . YES haha :D

2008-10-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

Feeling dippy yo . Havn't been updating because I've been studying believeitornot :D AND WATCHED like POTC 1 and 3 , and now Sweeny Todd <3<3<3<3 JOHNNY DEPP TRIATHLON ! :D I love that shmexy man . And his dreadlocks . And bad breath . And penchant for looking so dazedly sexy in eyeliner . OMG total love :D And ok I've got this huge crush on a pair of D&G boots . Should I get it for BJ ? If the parentals even allow it . Blahhhh . I shall go study more now . DID 8PAGES OF NOTES ON BIO !! AND 10 ON HISTOIRE ! <3 I pwn .

My hair today was @(#&$*!@^%*#@& luv .

Sweet Escape ;

2008-10-05T07:05:00.000-07:00

I hate hotmail . And I'm so crazy I did trig and watched a triathalon of Mean Girls , HSM2 and a re-run of All the Boys Love Mandy Lane . Then I watched POTC 2 and did history , and listened to Click 5 *on loop Whilst doing Biology and then math . Notice that I havn't touched Chemistry yet . Oh well . I WANT TO WATCH WOLF CREEK ! JEN ! Hahaha <3 Okay and erm- yea . And the day before I watched HSM 1 , Another Cinderella Story and Camp Rock whilst doing histoire and math / I CAN DO TRIGO ! :D Happy . Rejoice . Jump .

Oh bother .

2008-10-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

Crap . Hotmail is down on my Dell computer . That sucks , because I've got about a million emails sitting in my inbox just waiting for me to open them . And some of them are headed with tentalising topics , too . What a drag . I HAVE MOVED YET AGAIN ! And I can't believe Jack did all our post exam planning already . LOVE YOU ! HAHAHA you beat me to it this time . We need our thrift fiz . Anyway , whoever wants to email me , which includes lao shu , I suppose it's safer to mail all the emails to melkho.d@gmail.com because hotmail just sucks that way . Oh and today at church it was horrible . More later .

2008-10-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

I love today it was so fun ! HISTORY: honeyhanny was sick(coughs derisively) so me yj xijing the dyslexic nazi seducer and ziai the retarde went down to the library's second floor to do the Hitler essay :D THEY ARE SO FUNNY !! <3 We spent the entire 2 hours or something bxtching and gossiping . AND CALLING HANNYHONEY !! Hahahaha super funny . You're ttly not sick lor . Then yj and I were discussing the amount of Marc Jacobs things you can get with a minimum of 800SGD brought to china , which is what should AT LEAST be brought , right ! Those who bring less are like lao , dumb . You buy what , pirated goods ar . But she's getting more aren't you bimbz ! HAHAHA in place of your dogggggg . Sadness , dogs make nicer presents anyway :( But whatever ! LET US SHOP TO OUR HEARTS CONTENT THERE !! MJ , VS , AX , TOMMY HILFIGERRRR <3<3<3 And more . Yes , we shall die there okay !! But anyway , the amt of mj stuff ?? None . Please , 500SGD is so freakin' little . Then we were like saying , if wanna' buy LV , we would have to spend about 3/4 of our entire trip's allowance on like a single LV it bag and maybe a wallet or something since LV is apparently quite cheap *raises eyebrows . Then we'll be broke for the rest of the days . HAHAHA . But we realised that Tommy Hilfiger and Armani is quite cheap , so with a minimum of 500SGD can buy around two things from them ? One each . So yeah hahaha . Amusing . I doubt whoever brings 500 will even step into Armani la . SHOPSHOPSHOPPPPPP . And then xijing (you ass) was trying to seduce us with her butt on the table . Stupid girl !! HAHAAHA and yj made ziai laugh damn loudly when she started going crazy over a strand of her hair . Okay , make that all of us . HISTORY IS SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN xoxoxo . Erm , yea then it was basically super funny cos' stump CRIED . Hohoho yesh , she freakin' KUR-RIED . FUR-RIED ass ! YAYAYAY . Er and .. called hannyhoney twice . And was so stupid luhhhhh he was like totally bxtching about stump ?! Okay maybe not BXTCH bxtch , but ttly blaming her . AHAHAHAHA I am so amused , and AHAPPY !! :D And what else hmm .. it was just a super fun bxtching laughing bondanzaaa la ! <3<3<3 LA was dumb . Whilst the rest held their little IR conference , me and eli sat outside and she pretended to do geog (IMPORT EXPORT YO !! IMMIGRATION EMIGRATION !!) and I read chicken soup and history , which came in the form of this awesome textbook which I ttly want omg . Hm and we overheard some interesting dialogue concerning our blocktest :O SPINACH !! I WANT MY LIST . And erm .. nothing much . The day was basically super fun and amusing . I NEED CASH !!

Stupid boyyyyyy ! Haa call call :D

2008-10-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

Okok I linked you tez ! And homg , what project runway oh my gee :O I WANT PICTURES YO ! Hahaha . And I'm having fun studying . Whoooooooo . Anyway , I wanna' see the video tez ! Hahaha .

2008-09-30T20:08:00.000-07:00

I had no idea it was Children's Day . HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY KINDRED CHILDISH SOULS ! Thank you daughter for alerting me to it :) Oh and I want the url ! OMG my husband in a gay lifeguard suit ? Too shmexy for words .

2008-09-30T18:48:00.000-07:00

BLAH~ yesterday was kind of okay . Went to Raffles Hotel for dinner and had an awesome steak and mashed potato thing that simply melted like heavenly goodness in my mouth . Gawd so good so goodddd ! Then went over to RafflesCity and they had this F1 thing going on there- I WANT MY KIMI RAIKKONEN CAP ! And the Lewis Hamilton autographed shirt and the jacket that says "Ferrari . MASSA " Holy geezums I LOVE F1 !! We passed the tracks and I started jumping and screaming in the car and going completely crazy over F1 . Imagine this :

(midget in car): -AHHHHHHH !! MASSA YO HAMILTON YO !! <3<3<3 XOXOXO I LOVE F1 WHOOOOO !!!
(people outside car): -in japanese [?]
(midget in car): RAIKKONEN ROCKS !! WHOOOOOOOO YEAAAAAA BXTCHASSSS HE'S MINE WHOOOOO ! <3<3<3
(people outside car): -peers in [#!@&^?<$@$*%(]
(midget in car): GO RAIKKONEN , GO RAIKKONEN , GO FERRARI , GO FERRARI OMG FERRARI !!!!! AND MCLAREN MERCEDES !! <3<3<3

My god . Okay please I really don't want to turn into some crazy fan girl over F1 . But it's so HARD !! I've loved it ever since I saw it on cable last last year and then along came TOKYO DRIFT and the ohsovery delish Teriyaki Boys ♥ Anyway on fri eli saw pig and she totally thinks pig boy doesnt look like he's mixed blood . Or rather , he doesn't look EXOTICALLY mixed . Blaaaaaa whatever beeech ! Pig IS lor . But point is ,BE JEALOUS . BE VERY JEALOUS ! Cos' just two floors below me there's a KOREAN FAMILY ! Who are delectably rich (as seen from the Guccis and MiuMius) . Never really gave a damn bout them at first , cos' I've only seen a man and a woman supposedly living together . The guy's a Caucasian . I've never thought that they had a kid , much less (in my wildest dreams) A SON !! And their son is so sexily emo I CAN DIE . Touseled hair ? Check . Rocker liner ? Check . Sexy rockrolla tight jeans and crazy band tee ? Check . Ring on bottom lip and burning gaze ? CHECK !!! So yes , be jealous lai ! ♥♥♥♥ But then again , Korean much ? And a mix , no less . RIGHT and my new neighbours ? HAWT HAWT HAWT . I think the guys are Italian . OMG one totally looks like a terroristy version of Massa and Alonso mixed . When we came home last night he was in the lift with us , and he started talking in a super cute Anya-like accent and grinning sheepishly cos' his "container" just arrived and the place was super messy all over . HOMHOMHOMHOMFG . HOT-NESQUE <3

I did okay for IH I think ? Did globalisation , which was pretty okay . Is education important as a strategy for a country's economic growth in today's globalised world ? Yes , duh . Well , I didn't quite write DUH duh , of course . But it was alright . And the SBQ .. not too bad luh ? History's worse . The SBQ was pretty okay for IH ! Inference and purpose , Comparent and Contraste .. yep , not too bad ! Oh no . I'm supposed to be doing biology revision and math now . WHY AM I SHOPPING ONLINE !? Anyway , I saw this Marc by Marc Jacobs dress that is such a DEAR online . Totally rad for Christmas ! Please father christmas , let mommy and daddy buy their poppet a MJ dress for Christmas ! Or if not , I could always settle for a lesser one from DKNY ? Pweety pwease , I will study now , so buy it for meeee ? -blinks-

♥♥♥♥♥

TA' !

2008-09-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

I've moved somewhere and I think you should know .. Thanks to the lovely lynnie (beembz I owe you one !) I've finally figured out some lays . YESSSSSS~ strike one to you , beeeeech ! And Jack , my eexams end like 15th . Which is totally far from yours . I AM SO FREAKED OUT and you better not go all John Nash hallucination on me , or else . CHEEEEEEEL , simply because you're smart and you know you can score ! Amongst other things :) Oh , and how's shortchanger ?

2008-09-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

I love F1 . Dad wanted to take me down to watch it but mom went completely ballistic and practically broke her voice cords screaming "IT'S EXAMS !!" .

Oh well .

I heart Massa and Lewis Hamilton and OMG Raikkonen is totally mine , paws off ladies . And Piquet , yum . I'm missus many names now .

Dakota , trial .

2008-09-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

If only those two words would appear on the front page together .

I won't be a wallflower ; let's stand out from the bunch

2008-09-28T03:52:00.000-07:00

Good news , fellas' ! I've moved on from my F21 fetish . I've realised it's kind of- last year . I was totally into the whole forever21 thing in sec1 and 2 , but now it's kinda' waning off . The clothes are nice , don't get me wrong , but everybody's wearing them . Everybody has them . And they're not like the nicest nicest on the block . The designs , well some of them , are blah , and the prices are blah as well . But if you insist that it still rocks your house , the quality of its clothes from the normal line (not H81 please) is pretty good . But no , not H81 . Some of the tops and dresses I got from H81 were like- holy gee crowley ! Quite bad . But my motorcycle bomber is awesome , though . Maybe for H81 the sweaters and stuff are alright , but the tops and bags are not ? Idk , I prefer For Love and the normal line . So yes , not much more shopping online for F21 for me from now on ! Shop there still , yes sometimes , but not often . I should listen more to rah , and from now on take more leaves outta' tha girl's tree . So from now on not so much of main street , more high :) And lynnie ! Bimbz aren't you glad to be one of my inspirations
<3 Haha . As for Topshop .. I think I've bought over 30 items from them already within a span of maybe 4-5 months and if you count since 3 years up till now , my stash would be like *raises eyes to ceiling HOOBOY . Over load . No need to mention F21 . I have loads of crap from F21 I'm just itching to sell off . I just sold off the newest H81 crochet lace-detail top to some girl , and am planning to get rid of the Zara and MNG riddling my closet . Puh-leese . Don't even get me started on Zara and MNG . So - Over - Please . Only some items are nice , the rest aren't even worth looking at . I remember when I went to the UK expecting Zara to be disgusting and it turned out pretty okay and I came back and told rah and she was like so totally disgusted and told me I must have been blind . Gawd bxtch it's true . Haw~ Anyway , conclusion ? Set to shop more at places like Topshop , Warehouse , Karen Millen - UK brands - etc.from not onwards because they generally have better clothing lines and the quality is also much better than US shops like F21 or Gojane and other crap . Especially Gojane . Hell , the shoes I bought from them ? BAD . BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD !! But sidenote: even Topshop is rather overrated . Bleaghhhhh I am so behind . Rah ! We've got to go out soon . I need my shopping fix . But whatever , I'm moving on from the sidelines of stuff that are sooooo 3years ago , and on to a bigger brighter shopbop somewhere . Maybe I should sell off all my F21 stuff and start anew . Any takers ?

Oh and Jack I wna' try androgynous but I'm lacking essentials :/ How ? Shop fix , you me popiah ? :)Good lord , and some Mollie person added me on msn to tell me about free sex . Bloody hell bxtch , NOT INTERESTED !!

don't tell me you think I'm cute
then move on and not look back /

I am Mrs. Jay Manuel yo <3

2008-09-28T01:46:00.001-07:00

I LOVE ANTM YES <3

Don't say omf you're damn cute and then leave me`

2008-09-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

Hahaha she's damn cute la~ lol you're damn cute la .

Going to die . I abhorrrrrrr IH . Especially welfare . Totally a HUH ? inducer . Thank you , ny .

2008-09-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

Holler ! Today was quite stupid . Went to church at 9 , expecting to find a few kids (at leeeast) waiting for me to clump for Agatha and get em' their forms , but no . NAH-DAH . None . I was stoning in the room for the entire hour , writing spinach's letter and re-doing the whole list over and over and over again . BORE-ING . *yawn . Then guess what . I was nearly late for class . And what made it worse was that stupid shaun whcking my head and very nearly messing up my hair as I lugged my bag up the stairs to the hall . I was like :O And he was like EH ! AHAHHAA *whack . Thank you ! Grrrr . Met up with sher and marcus , and discussed ponning youth day for sher's birthday party :) Sher lives right next to me ! Hume . And marc lives totally close ; my condo . So we were like HEY YEA OKAY WHOO ! Then sher was like "But youth day celebs end at 10 .. " And we were all like *jaw drop ARE YOU FREAKIN' SERIOUS ?! Gemz declined hurriedly , saying that her mom would kill her ya-da ya-da and joce was totally like I WILL TELL YOU SOON *intoney voice ; I wanna' go dammit . Later I was fighting with gemz to like just pon at 3pm (it starts at 9 right) to go with sher to the party , then sher was like telling us "You girls have to leave one-by-one at 3pm , 3.15 and 3.20 and 3.30 ! Then won't be so obvious !" Then I was like , eer but it IS obvious ?! So sher was like "Okay , joce and jules can leave with me first , but you and gemz have to leave later , muuuuuuuch later , cos' you are like Nanyang one !" And me and gemz went :O *flop ZZZZZ .

Then shaun suddenly came and cut in *so extraaaaaaaa . And he pretended to listen or wdv . Then he asked me "You want pon what ?" and I stupidly said "Youth day la" *it must have been me too busy stuffing my notebook into my bag . And everyone went :OOOOO NOOOOO ! But naturally I was too stupid to notice and then he went all "Aiyah , but I know this one *pats me won't pon one la" and I was like "*raises eyebrows Oh ? Why" then he was like "Cos' your jr cat is here ma~" And cue- everyone faints . I was like oh damnnnnnnnnn . Let the cat out of the bag but not in front of the dog , girl ! TSK . Pissed , but whatever .

Later went in for class , and immigrated over to Gemz's group where I found another kindred spirit in loving ANTM !! AND GEMZ LOVES LAUREN TOO ! AND ANYA AND KATARZYNA omg ! And she doesn't like whitney (although I ratherrrrr like whitney now cos' of that gorgeous GORGEOUS Versace dress she wore for the finale walk) and Saleisha- I HATE SALEISHAAAA . I prefer Chantal , dude . Anyway , then the butch caught me and so I had to go back to my group , which only had a sad totale of 5 people- me stella fred marcus and shaun . Candle .. bla~ went for church . SO EMBARRESSING . Goofed off with jules and gemz and there was this huge bunch of guys behind us (including jerome's friend) and I smacked straight into a bench and went OWOWOWOWOW !!!! And hopped around holding my knee . They were like O.O and broke into guffaws and I was like WTF SHUDDUP !!! -.- But duh they continued to HAHAHA away and were like shaking my head at my apparent *quote "bimbo" ness or whatever . Tsk stupid .

Then during mass father JP was being so super niao towards friar john and was like saying how scary his office was cos friar john collects alot of statues and even told the church shop to call him if anymore statues came in . Buuuuut Father JP (that evil man hahhaa!) told them NOT to call friar john , cos' he has too many statues alr ! OMG ! So cute ! And the indian cleaning lady even complained that she was tired out from cleaning friar john's room , cos she said that it was very tiring to lift up ALL the statues and clean them one-by-one hohoho SO FUNNY !!! I was laughing like crazy and gemz was like soooo evil ! But whatever~ it's sooooo friggin' cute . And then they played some hobbity song ! And me and gemz were all bobbity to it THE FLUTE REMINDS ME OF THE SHIRE geez and then that led to visions of green meadows and hill toppy houses and bunnies- AND LEGOLASSSSSS x3x3x3 Haa . We are stupid yes . After mass ended *zach was absent ar :O jules went and put my hood of my hoodie over my head and I freaked out so bad I was like half screaming madly and cut in front of zacch's friend idkhisname to get to the holy water and I was like "AHHHHHHHHHH !!! NO SHE DID NOT !! THAT BXTCH DIDDNT !! OHHHHHH NO SHE DID NOT !!!!!" and chased after jules . LOL so childish .

(CUT *spinach girl , why does my list scare you so . It's only like , 5 topics and vaguely 30 items ?)

Went back to the hall and was being super idiotic with julez and gemz and jocey and that girl idkhernameeither and the same group of idiots who laughed at me were behind us and I was miming some ANTM bimbo moment or something- eh , what was I doing ? Talking about sher's party and something else . But whateever . Whatever I was miming (hahhaah eli I was miming Kim ! The bank girl) prompted them to laugh again so *huff . Fine whatever you stupid MCPs .

Went back and realised the party had gotten larger~ jerome and jeremiah came so yep ; had some stupid activity and was in the same group as julez and only julez because jocey and gemz deserted us -.- Bodes . End of activity , went back to group . Super boring . Continued writing my letter to spinach girl . THEN SHAUN STOLE IT FROM ME !! He grabbed the notebook and refused to give it back I was like *SCREAM GIVE IT BACK !!! *whack whack . But he refused , and even threatened to read it I was like completely bonkers and super duper mad omg . We had a medium tussle and jerome and fred , who were watching , were like :O whoa . GEEZ la you idiot go and steal my book . Lawl so childish la~ he was like "You guai guai , then end of lesson I give back to you . Who ask you every week read magazine or write essay in front of me , give me mental stress" or something like that and I went all drily "What- neglection isit" then he ignored me and went all possessive over the book as I tried to snatch it back and said "Physically no la , only your eyeliner :D" then I was like -big eyes- "TSK !!" and whacked him again and jerome *extra-ly cut in and went "Eye liner okay what" then he gave up and was like "ok ok ! You try to take la take la ! I confiscate one week don't return you I tell you" and I was so shocked I went all silent mime on him =.= PISSED !! Walao he even laughed when I went all huffy on him and did the huffy -narrow eyes- haughty look on him . HAHAHHAA first person not to be scared sia . So dumb lor and I was so huffy the whole time and he kept niao-ing me . ERRRRGHHHH ! >X Whatever . At least he gave it back at the end . Tsk . He even asked Rizall and marc and jerome to like peek at it cos' I refused to let him see and Jerome was being weird he suddenly went all "How come you not wearing lipstick" to me and I was like HUH ? And he mimed the putting on of lipstick as if I was that stupid to not know what it was and I was like "Huh ?? Cannot meh" then he gave up . Whattt ?

I realised that I missed whacking people . Next time he should steal my book more often , then I get an excuse to whack him =.= If not it'll just be julesy for me to hit tskkkk . OMG I love ugly betty . Am watching the direct telecast via MioTv from the US :) I LOVE IT ! Oh gosh . And tmr is IH and chinese :X I HATE IH !! FCUK . Shall go google stuff now , bye !

2008-09-27T02:43:00.000-07:00

I'm laughing at my riot yo .

Miss.J is so cute my gawd . And I love shang dong shi can I kidnap and rape im :} I LOVE TYRAAAA x3 Heh I havn't finished welfare/gloabalisation/nation state . Buaha y'all mel's dead -mimes- FIERCE !~

2008-09-26T08:57:00.001-07:00

Parisian chic ? So over ; I want to channel Italiano . Work work workkkkkk ! Lists down , plans up . WORK TOWARDS IT MEL ! :D

2008-09-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Whit got like a thousand euros to shop . DAMN ! I want a thousand euros too ! And LAWL tyra's so cute- BONSOIR MADAMES ! Then: OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA WRONG COUNTRY !! *cue maniacal laughter . Tyra freaks me out sometimes yo . I LOVE KAT x3 Kat is the best , with Anya , duh :)

Will you lie to me again , boy ?
Let's clean the slate .

2008-09-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

I finished spinachgirl's letter ! Hoozey :) And cycle 10 is so funny my gosh Lauren cut her thumb ?! Jeez . I love J ! LOVELOVELOVE .

I promised no sub
and no sub it shall be `

2008-09-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHH . Today dad brought me out and dumped me at West Coast park's Macdonalds to mug . DITCHED ME THERE ARGHHHH THAT DIMBO ! And so poor melzy did math (CIRCLE PROPS AND CO-GEOG I PWN YOU muahahahaha) and IH and wrote spinach girl's letter ! Which totally reminds me now , I havn't written est's yet . Oops ! Shhhh~ I feel so productive today hm . Maybe it's cos' I found new ways to wear my oldddddddd F21 batwing toga ! From last year tsk tsk . So it needed an update anddddddd just add on some Topshop love TADA ! You get a whole new funk look :D Happy . I looked vintagey freak today with my emo-esque hair wouldn't you agree p-gonist ? :D And I have decided not to take up your advice on the substitute (for now) because then it will show that I am not sincereeeeee . TSK I will remain WITHOUT a sub to keep me company cos' then it'll show my full-heartedness . See , I mean it this time :) I am so broke . My dad not only grounded me , he raided my wallet and stole all my cash . ALL MY CASH !! Thank gawd I left two bucks at the bottom of my bag and another four somewhere at home so I have six bucks . EFF HIM I AM SO BROKE NOW !! WHATEVER . End of story- I will go sleep / do something productive . NOT SHOP !! Even though I'm still buying stuff . I stopped online-ing .. a day ago :D YAY mel . I can't wait for exams to end (I typed it to look like orgasm omg) then I can have popiah dates with Jack (ERRRGHHHHHH I WANT POPIAH !) and RAH ! x3 miss you guys xoxo .

TA !

What can tomorrow bring if today I'm losing you?

2008-09-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

I want to go back to a time when our hearts carried the conversation & our brains jogged behind. When truth wasn't so cryptic, & lies didn't destroy everything we've ever worked towards. Oh, progress is the opposite of "you & me." As we stand together & watch the world pass by, you vanish from my side. I see you run & catch up & my tears sting like acid; the bitterness makes them burn, & I'm afraid even through this I doubt I'll ever learn. They say, "absence makes the heart grow fonder," but I think I like you more when you're here.

Every day means bigger heartbreak .

2008-09-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

Just knowing that he's there for me
makes me feel like I have everything
that I need in my life ♥

Holy cow there's no love no love no loveeeee ..

2008-09-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

This summer, have you...

Love/Relationships
1[ xx ] Been kissed?
2[ xx ] Kissed someone?
3[xx] Had more than one crush?
4[xx] Ended a relationship?
5[ xx ] Got into a relationship?
6[] Celebrated a one year anniversary?
7[xx] Had a summer fling?
8[] Hooked up with someone you weren't dating?
9[xx] Had a love interest distract you from your summer assignment?
10[ xx ] Cried over someone you liked?
Total so far: 8

Friendship
11[xx] Fought with your best friend?
12[xx] Made a new friend?
13[xx] Cried on a friend's shoulder?
14[xx // lost them to China lolz] Lost a friend?
15[] Had one of your friends move/go to a different school?
16[xx] Hung out with a big group of friends?
17[] Had a party?
18[] Went to a party?
19[] Got drunk with friends?
20[xx] Made a new best friend?
Total so far: 6

Activies
21[] Got forced into a pool?
22[xx] Went swimming?
23[xx] Played hidenseek?
24[] Went to a summer camp?
25[ xx ] Went to a show or concert?
26[ ] Took a hike in the woods?
27[xx] Went to the beach?
28[ xx ] Went to a different state?
29[xx] Went to a different country?
30[] Swam in a lake?
Total so far: 6

Looks
31[ xx ] Get a haircut?
32[ ] Dyed your hair?
33[] Tanned?
34[xx] Changed the way you put on makeup?
35[xx] Leave your hair natural?
36[xx] Lost weight?
37[] Gained weight?
38[xx] Changed the way you dressed?
39[] Gotten taller?
40[] Gotten a piercing/tattoo?
Total so far: 5

Purchases
41[ xx ] Bought a new CD?
42[xx] Went school shopping?
43[xx] Bought more than 5 items of clothing?
44[xx] Bought a souveenier from somewhere?
45[xx] Bought something really useless and stupid?
46[xx] Bought a birthday gift for someone?
47[ xx ] Bought something for a significant other?
48[xx] Bought something you regret buying?
49[xx] Sold something?
50[] Borrowed money from someone?
Total so far: 8

Sex
51[] Given a handjob/fingered someone?
52[] Given oral?
53[] Had sex?
54[ xx ] Made out?
55[] Had sex in a public place?
56[] Done stuff with someone you barely knew?
57[ ] Got pressured to do something sexual?
58[erm] Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend?
59[] Had someone else ask sexual favors from you?
60[] If yes to the above, did you turn them down?
Total so far: 1/2

School
61[xx] Slacked off with your summer assignment?
62[xx] Even had a summer assignment?
63[xx] Had dreams about going back to school?
64[xx] Missed being in school?
65[xx] Missed one of your favorite teachers?
66[xx] Looked forward to the next school year?
67[ xx ] Dreaded the next school year?
68[ xx ] Not spoken to some of your school friends?
69[] Went back to the school over the summer for some reason?
70[] Went to summer school?
Total so far: 8

Night life
71[] Gone to a club?
72[] Stayed out passed 1am?
73[] Gone to a rave?
74[] Gone to a bar?
75[] Gone to a strip club?
76[] Gone to a "titty bar"?
77[] Gone to a late-night show?
78[] Had a one night stand with someone you met at a bar?
79[] Spent the night in a hotel with your friends?
80[] Went to a late night party?
Total so far: 0

Other summer crap
81[xx] Bought a bathing suit?
82[] Bought a beach towel?
83[] Spent the entire day at the shore?
84[xx] Went to a shop by the beach?
85[] Kissed someone on the beach?
86[] Went surfing?
87[] Been to a waterpark?
88[xx ] Been to an amusement park?
89[xx] Walked around outside all day?
90[] Had your hair turn lighter because of the sun?
Total so far: 4

Random
91[xx] Had your favorite band release a new CD?
92[xx] Drank iced tea?
93[] Smoked?
94[] Did drugs?
95[] Ran away from home?
96[xx] Broke something?
97[] Gotten a new cellphone?
98[xx] Had your birthday?
99[] Stretched your ears to a bigger size?
100[xx // absolutely .. I still do] Did something you regret?
Grand total: 5

Repost with "I've done 50.5 out of 100 things this summer."

BLA~

2008-09-25T05:36:00.000-07:00

Dad came home with Astons . Am feeling horrible it was such a carb-y meal ew gross . Can I puke it all out ?? I am so sick I can just die . EFF IT ~ I feel like dying . Then maybe the torment will end .

2008-09-25T04:08:00.000-07:00

I'm done I'm spent my heart's gone racing and never looked back since ` Can I just collapse and die ? The world wouldn't care anyway- nuh uh . Not him not him and definitely not him .

YO ! Okay short post , parents coming back soon . Pentagonist , I've been wondering . Wouldn't it be weird if the teacher was present and we gatecrash and go all "PROTECT US !!" or "HER !!" or whatever ? :O Hahaha~ We are weird . Anyway , studied alot !! Good mel :) I wna' watch ANTM now and NA ! Haha what 27 ? You talking about my expo isit . I'm used to getting higher what ! So 27 is like benchmark :) LOL I love you na ! Don't feel shtupid , you evil ger you havn't taught me math yet :D XOXO !

Shall go now~

2008-09-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

And even though they didn't end up together forever like she thought they would, she knew she'd remember that grab-at-your-heart blinding he's-my-world, nothing-else-matters-but-him feeling forever.

Your Favorite Band or Artist
1. What's your favorite band? Click 5
2. What genre music do they play? Mainstream pop .
3. Are they popular? All over the world dude . They’re getting there .
4. How long have they been your favorite? Almost 3 years
5. Do your friends listen to them too? Yea
6. What about your parents? Yes because I make them :) My dad likes Time Machine lawl
7. Do you have any CD's of theirs? Yeh, the previous one and the latest .
8. What's your favorite song by them? Time Machine and Jenny
9. Favorite person in the band? Kyle Patricks dude
10. Have you seen them in concert? not yet D: but they came to spore TWICE this this year and I didn't even go ONCE %*@(@#!

Your Favorite Color
1. What's your favorite color? Black .
2. Is it a popular color to like? Prolly .
3. Which gender seems to like it more? Er- is emo a gender ?
4. Do you have any clothes in that color? Sort of . I had loads of black stuff . Now it's all print
5. Is your room painted that color? No
6. Was it your favorite color first, and everyone seemed to start liking it after? Idk ? I've been in black since like p3 so .. idk !?
7. Are there any daily items that you use in that color? Well my font ? Oh and eyeliner duh
8. Is everything you own in that color? It used to be but now no
9. Do you and your best friend have the same favorite color? Hell no ! HAHA she loves pink
10. Do you have more than one favorite? I also like pink :)

Your Favorite Movie
1. What's your favorite movie? THATN // Funny Games // Pirates
2. Who stars in it? Paris Hilton // JOHNNY DEPP !
3. What movie genre is it? comedy+romance // suspense? Torture // comedy
4. How many times have you seen it? 6 // 4 // 20
5. Do you like other movies the main actor has been in? not really ? Edward Scissorhands was good though //
6. Do you have it on DVD? Yes // yes // yes
7. Do a lot of people like that movie? yea // yea // yea
8. When did it come out? 2007 // 2008 // 2008
9. What's the basic plot of the movie? some guy wants to find his true love in a sexpot and ends up falling for the ugly one // 2 boys go into a home and torture the family // PIRATES DUDE need I say more ?
10. Did you see it in the theaters the first time? No // no // yes.

Your Favorite Room
1. What's your favorite room? My bedroom
2. Why is it your favorite? Cuz its mine
3. Do you have a lot of personal stuff in it? yeah
4. Does most of your family spend time in there? no
5. When your friends come over, is that where you spend time? Yea
6. Name five things in that room. Bed . Com . dresser . Stereo . Clothes .
7. Did you help design it, or was it your parents that did? I did
8. What's your favorite thing in this room? My clothes
9. What color are the walls? White and cream
10. Do you like how it's designed? sure

Your Favorite Article of Clothing
1. What's your favorite article of clothing? Probably my topshop fcuk stuff
2. Where did you buy it? topshop / fcuk
3. What color is it? mixed print
4. Was it a gift, or did you buy it? I got some as gifts , the rest from myself .
5. Do you wear it a lot? yes
6. Does it fit comfortably? Yes
7. Did you buy more of it, but in different colors? No
8. Is there a specific time you wear it? when I go places
9. Is it fashionable, or just comfortable? both .
10. How long have you had it? a month or so for some the rest forever .

Today's home learning ! And I guess it's good in a way~ dad seems to be out to get me in every way . Made me wake up super early (like seven !?) to do math . I am still disorientated and blur . But at least I can now do trig (a little) and have recovered my flair for co-ordinate geog and circle props ! Happy day whoopee . And somebody's supposed to visit me huh ! Haha . Gosh I am so fureekin' tired gee I hope I don't fall asleep I WANNA WATCH ANTM ! But only for a short while , cos' I still need to mug IH . Which absolutely tanks- just cos' it does . Bleagh .

TA~

2008-09-24T08:52:00.000-07:00

I think I'm coming down with something . My head hurts and I feel like vomiting . I can't stand it anymore . Good night people~

I'm sorry but I tried .

2008-09-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

Oh well . I gave you the choice . I was willing to change , to give up whatever it was that needed to be given up just for you , but since you chose differently , hell- it's finished . Everytime I re-open my heart I get it torn asunder and squished like some bug under your heavy hand . I absolutely and totally give up . I guess I was too stupid to attempt to change for you ; you don't even freakin' care gosh . And I even bothered to block all the rest of the guys . Ha . Mel you are a total dimbo .

2008-09-24T07:54:00.001-07:00

You know what ? I've been soooooooooooooooooo stupid . Fine . This is IT . I am so finished with you . DONE . OVER . ZILCH . I am duan-ing all guan xi with you . NOW LEAVE OFF AND GET THE FCUK AWAY FROM ME .

There was a boy ; he made me laugh- then he made me fall and cry

2008-09-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

Depression is just a flower that wasn't cared for.

Amusing . Pentagonist we should do this more often it's huge entertainment I swear . If you don't love me anymore just say the word and I will give it up cos' I'm so tired I can collapse any moment .

2008-09-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

I will keep my distance I won't talk to you I really am tired of this . Oh and definitely not only you- it applies to everyone else . I want my life back to where it was before all this , without all you people to complicate and darken matters . I want nothing but how it was before- I am so tired of this .

Keeping this reaaaally brief . Need to do my biology . I am absolutely grounded by my dad . This morning we had this super huge fight that ended up in him roughing me up and when I could take it no longer , punched the asshole in the face . I'm not sorry , and I will do it again if I have to . So what if you take away my money , my make up , my clothes ? You think that's all I care about ? Learn to listen with your heart not your ears . And lang arts was easy ! I wrote on anorexia for the topic "My journey towards self-discovery this year" . Hahaha and the unseen was pretty easy for something with cultural references and Santhos-y things inside it :) The compre was even easier !! But I think my summary is screweddddd I hate summary . Later went home and whilst waiting at the bustop told eli about all the *cough things I did last year to my parents LAWL the really crazy suicidal ones . Only four people know about it so .. hm . Later she went off and my crazy senior came and started interrogating me on which bus I took , what paper I had etc etc , all the while staring at me and smiling creepily *shudders . It was so freaky . And all that talk about acsian had me wondering what happened to Dave . Havn't talked to him since idk , march or something ? When he asked me to go for the performance thing . *Meow are you going back for CAP next year ? Or would you have gone for NS alr . THEY CANCELLED FILM my god , and we havn't played cards with lionelchok yet !! Geez . And huang-an or whatever his name was . I can't remember . SHALL GO NOWWWW hell I miss my makey and rarh :D

2008-09-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

Today MissusTing gave us back our expository on Gua Sha and The Village , and somehow I didn't get my Gua Sha Essay back !! Neither did elsie's class , apparently . Only some did , and eli got 25 ! Which is absolutely cool :) I got my The Village expo back , though , and I got only 27 :( Upon thirty . But whatever , mine was totally devoid of like errors and crap okay !? Was aiming for like 28 or something . Count my blessings , though . We all know how evil MT is with her marking scheme :X And she said my tone was Smart-alecky (her exact words) and FLIPPANT !! How flippant can I get I ask you ?? But then she turned around and said I had a strong personal voice and writing skill blabla~ I WANT A HIGHER MARK DAMMIT . Shall go do more histoire now . BAH .

I wish upon a star
to tell you ..
nothing /

2008-09-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

I wish I could say that I was sorry , fill in the gaps between our hearts again . But the time for reasons are over , and all I can say is- regret . If only I could turn back time , make father sand man draw sand from his sack and blind me from the hurt and pain I would cause , blind me from seeing what anger could only force my hand to do . I can only wish that I had that courage to tell you I'm sorry , to take back all my words and kiss the wounds to make it all go away , make it well again . But I cannot ; it's not a choice made by me it's a choice made for me and no matter how much I cry how much I hurt how much I long to spill my blood to say I need your forgiveness , I cannot do it . For I am unworthy .

Bandage my heart ;

2008-09-23T05:24:00.000-07:00

Fairy tales don't have happy endings. Have you ever known anyone to be happy when theirs ended?

Lauren is adorable :) And jay.m ! I love yooooooo hahaha you rockkkkk~ I am so freakin' sian right now I've been doing history the whole afternoon and dying . CLAIRE'S ONLINE ! :D

2008-09-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

When your heart breaks, it never fully heals.
It's merely just stitched & patched back up again,
leaving scars that stay with us forever.

Today was funny ! But have to keep it short , I need to complete my Hitler essay . After histoire went gallavanting off to pop and the swings with Pentagonist Yj , before it got too hawt and we hopped back to the audi to talkkkkkkkk OMGEEZ so funny HAHA now I finally understand -cough- MOP :D Lawllll . And went out with makey <3<3<3 I love my dardar ! HAHA I LOVE NACHOS+CHEESE :D Shall update more later .. bye !

2008-09-22T08:37:00.001-07:00

Just let me cry , just let me cry , just let me cryyyyyyyyyyyyy

2008-09-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

Cos' tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
Impossible to find ..

HEY JINGTARDE AND PING ! <3 Finally you two find my blog huh ! Haha :) Have fun and take care in China kays ! BUY ME PRESENTS <3<3<3 Oh and when I've got time I'll post up like the entire list of plastique contaminated things that you guys CANNOT and SHOULD NOT eat ! It's a very long list and I alr told shutarde some of it :) Haha . LOVE !

Even if I said I do
would you echo me ?
Your heart is no longer beating just for me alone
I deserve it .

2008-09-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

I didn't even care. Let them see what happened when you let yourself care about someone. Let me be a cautionary tale. Something good should come out of my crap-ass life.

the new twosomes.
by surveysWORD.

two things you love
01. Money.
02. RAH.
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two things you hate
01. People like *cough.
02. COPIERS !!!
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two best friends
01. Rah .
02. Lao di
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two best memories
01. The night I met him
02. Buying my Ted Bakers in UK .
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two regrets
01. Doing all those hurtful things
02. I can’t take anything back now huh
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two favourite music artists
01. Click 5 .
02. SECONDHAND SERENADE !!
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two good songs
01. Fall for you – Secondhand Serenade
02. Disturbia - Rihanna
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two good movies
01. Funny Games .
02. The Hotti and the Notti .
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two good actor/actresses
01. Dakota Fanning .
02. Kirsten Stewart .

03. Christian Bale
04. Johnathan Rhys Meyers
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two things you watch on tv
01. ANTM
02. Ugly Betty (I subscribed to Mio !)
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two good books
01. Genesis Code
02. Toxin .
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two things in your room
01. Bed .
02. Computer .
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two stuffed animals you had
01. Puffy the Fishball .
02. Beannnnn ! x3
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two questions you want answered
01. Why am I so short ?
02. why do i put myself in these predicaments that I can’t ever get out of ?
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two things that could be better
01. If I had him back .
02. If I was rolling in riches .
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two things you wish you could do
01. Make cupcakes .
02. Buy a Birkin- no wait , MARRY MR. MANUEL !!! .
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two things you've experimented with
01. Boys .
02. Chemistry shxt .
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two places you'd like to go
01. Iceland .
02. Las Vegas .
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two good things about summer
01.There’s no school .
02. It’s warm outside .
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two bad things about summer
01. You need to buy a lot of essentials $$$ .
02. It gets really hot.
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two places you hang out at
01. My house .
02. Town .
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two things other people should know about you
01. I’m a bxtch :D haha
02. I’m loyal .. to an extent :)
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two things you are constantly told
01. "you’re a bxtch”
02. "you should stop two-timing people” like WTF huh ??
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two things you look forward to
01. ANTM !
02. Buying my Topshop tmr .
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two current thoughts
01. I miss you .
02. omg EOYs D:

1) What do you think of Cory Kennedy? Pretty in some pictures , weird in others
2) Do you know who Peaches Geldof is? Hell yea omgosh love her
3) Have you ever met someone you only know on Xanga? MET them ? No .
4) Does anyone on Xanga, who you don't know personally, live near you? no ?
5) Mac or PC? Give a reason why. Hell MAC
6) What do you think of the JoliePitt children? Cute . Blob LOL
7) Do you think Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt should continue to adopt kids? If they can handle it.
8) What would be the most obscure name that you would name your child? Katarzyna .
9) Have you ever fallen off of your bed while sleeping and really hurt yourself? No .
10) Who has the closest music taste to you? Idk ? If they're into Click 5 and indie rock bands .. HUIJUN ??
11) Do you judge people by what kind of music taste they have? yeh well . No . Or .. maybe ?
12) He who laughs last laughs best. Agree or disagree? Why or why not? I agree ! Hahaaha I always end up with the last laugh
13) Have you bought any clothing/product/item from another country? If so, what? yea duh . Like everyday ??
14) Do you think Lindsay Lohan is bi? Idc but yea
15) What's your favorite Johnny Depp movie? Potc
16) Tigers, jaguars, leopards, or lions? Jaguars !!
17) Do Europeans or Asians have better style? Europeans baby .
18) Cobras, vipers, or pythons? Cobras ! Put yo fangs up
19) Where would your ideal vacation spot be? US ?
20) Do you like Polaroid cameras? I don’t use them but they're cute
21) Let's say you don't have any siblings. Would you rather wish for an older or younger sibling? Older .
22) Can you name all of Denise Richards' husbands? idr all of em' ?
23) What award shows do you watch? Emmys Oscars VMAs MTV awards ?
24) Have you ever had a wart? If so, where? Ew no
25) Would you date a guy with really bright and colorful hair? Yes haha that's so kewl .
26) Let's say you have darkcolored hair and want to go blonde. What do you use to achieve this? I would go to Shunji Matsuo or that swanky place in RC
27) Do you know anyone who uses Blue Tooth? Yea
28) Do any of your parents go to conventions for their work? Yes my dad goes all the time .
29) What sports do you prefer: ones with or without the use of balls/sticks/etc? With haha I LOVE BBALL :D
30) If you were to be poisoned, what would you want to be poisoned with? potassium cyanide . no wait . Something with a vaccine dude .
31) What vaccines do you still need to get? ? idk I didn’t get that Gardasil BS .
32) What towers have you seen/been in? Sears Tower . Taipei 101 ? OMG tower of LONDON !!! :D I love uk xomg
33) If you were raped, would you tell someone or would you keep it to yourself? idk
34) Where's the most uncomfortable place you've been to? Er- BV haha
35) What kind of people do you dislike/hate? Stupid people . People who can't speak proper english . Er- twits .
36) Is it right for a country's leader to claim that there are, in fact, no homosexuals in the country? he can think what ever he wants .
37) Do you write letters to anyone? If so, who? Abby make rah estee (omg haha I forgot est's !!)
38) Do you like M. Night Shyamalan's movies? Some ? The Village tanked dude
39) Do you think Diablo Cody, the writer of Juno, really copied off of Korean movie with a similar plot, Jenny, Juno? Sounds plausible .
40) What's the most common stereotype about your high school? uh it's a nerd-colony full of disgusting bespectacled cheena freaks who mug all day and have no lives and DO NOT SHAVE . Ew
41) If you like guys, are you more into their jawline or arms? Arms x3333333333 omg. I used to be obsessed with jawlines . But . none of the boys I’ve dated have had nice ones. XD
42) What channel is your (for those in the US, and possibly in Canada):
Vh1? 26
MTV? 21
E!? 5
USA? 105.
TNT? 131?
Disney? 33
Nickleodeon? 34
TBS? 130 sum.
ABC Family? 36
Food Network? 107
Bravo? 129. or is that oxygen.. 125?
43) When did you start using Xanga, and why did you? Primary 5/6 ? I wanted to try after reading about xanga in Seventeen .
44) Do you like John Travolta's old movies (Grease, Saturday Night Fever, Staying Alive, etc?) YEA !
45) Do you know anyone who looks/is androgynous? I suppose Jax likes it .
46) What makes you queasy? Insides .
47) What's the goriest movies you've ever seen? Oh gosh I live for gore ! I couldn’t remember . The Alien one ?
48) What's the stupidest reality show ever? Playboy mansion geez .
49) If you could recreate your room, what color(s) would you want it to be? Hot pink and black , or black and grey omg . NO ! RED AND GOLD !! OR GREEN AND SILVER BABY !!
50) What's your favorite Scandinavian country? FINLAND ? Where's Scandinavia :O

DONE ! Talking to shutarde oh man I miss that bodoh head . Just now Amy suddenly popped up and went "MEL ! BXTCH !" then I was like :O That can't be amy . Thank goodness it was shutarde hahaha . SUPER FUNNY ! We have our date tmr night kay ! REG you freak I miss you lor~ Sharkkkk :( Damn you all !! AND APPARENTLY YOU GUYS SHOPPED !?!? Shutarde and your fox hoodie :X OHMAN I WANNA SHOP TOO !!! EFF IT ALL !!! AHHAHAHA :D Okay I'm going MAD muahahahhahahahaha *cough . And shutarde , you beat me to bringing heels to China and dying in them . I am so gonna break your record manzx ! BRING IT ON !! I wna' order the 5.3" ones from F21 :D But they're $70+ with shipping can :( Damn haha . And this supplier with leather motorcycle jackets which I absolutely want cos' it's so super cheap *only $80 !! And it's BLACK . Mine is rust-red leather wtf . Hahaha . I need to bathe !! Wash my hair thrice lol . I don't use conditioner muahazzz :D BXTCH I MISS YOOOOOOOO ! Come back soon . I wanna kick you . LOVE MY PRESENT KAY ! Muaxxxxxx

XOXO-
your ever loving bxtch melx .

2008-09-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

Talked to lao yang ! So funny , she was telling me about their 12hour (more like 15 hour) delay on flight to ShangHai . They were told to change flight route to HongKong , because the ShangHai airport was closed (STORM !!) but when they reached HK , they were told to go back to the SH airport *which was apparently re-opened because the storm ended . BUT ! When they went back from HK to SH , they were told AGAIN that the airport was closed ! So they made a 2-hour detour to NANJING . Later , SIA told them that dinner was not provided , and although people were asking to be let off to go and get food , SIA refused to meet their demands . Poor lao yang was vomiting *YES ! VOMITING !! because she had air-sickness . Then later , at around 10pm , they reached ShangHai . Oh my god like finally ?? From 10.10am to 1.20pm , detourrrrr until 10pm . Damn smart man , the flight . Then later made a two hour trip to the hostel , and by the time they had bathed and did all the usual bed-y stuff , IT WAS 1am !!! Omgosh so poor thing :( Haha~ but lao yang was telling me how they went to some raffles city place and shu cheng (or wdv o.o) and there were alot of nice clothes which were quite ex and they were all like , thank god mel's not here if not she will splurge like hell =.= WHATEVER MAN !! Hahaha and ohman I miss you guys loads :) Today was stupid laa~ me and eli played *more like shot hoops ALONE !! So loner haha . Only 12 people left what you expect ? The rest all like badminton more for end year games -.- It's not like I hate badminton , but I can't ever freakin' serve . I can only HIT when it's passed to me . That I can do adequately well , but serve ? Nah .

Geezx I want the Scarletroom bag !! It's so super hot . And the delias leather jacket USD$65.90 OMGOOSEEEE x3 OMG talking to meng now , and apparently their GYM CLASS is like whaa- BALLET !? Geez !! That was super amusing when I heard it I was like O.O HAHHAHA . Lol .. I shall go do my bio revision now luh BE PRODUCTIVE MEL !

I miss pig :)

Boys are nothing but accessories ;

2008-09-22T01:19:00.000-07:00

Good for hanging off your shoulder .

I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE ! I AM GOING TO BE A NUN ! :D Yea that's right , say WHOO to vows of chastity and BOOO to boyippies ! I've had enough of boytoys ; gonna' remain a nun for the rest of the yeeearrrrr . It seems I'm always blamed for everything in the end , so why bother ? Good riddanceeeee :) But then I hear rah adding in "But can you resist alpha or pig's allure ?!" Ahhhh~ sadly for that , no . BUT HEY ! AT LEAST I'M TRYING !!!

He doesn't love me anymore
so why should I try so hard for an again
that's never going to come ?

2008-09-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

I <3 PIG ! Pig is a nice boy who still owes me a present :D Yes and pig is so much hotter and nicer and sweeter then other guys I know yay BE JEALOUS loves cos' pig is HAUTEEEEEEEE STUFFFFFFFFFF <3<3<3 Hahaha . Okay I'm mad . But whatever ! I HEART PIGBOY :D

Maybe if I had tried harder- I need to stop beating myself up .

2008-09-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

You once asked me why I always hid behind those walls , as if it would be too hard to face the world . I told you then you were being foolish , but in fact I just didn't know how to answer you . You were too cruel . Seeing you just reminds me of how you were like so many light years ago , as if those unpleasant memories never existed , ceased to exist . I berated myself for crying over you ; ha boy , those groveling sessions that drove rah mad , those endless days of plotting to get back at you for the way you cut me , cut my heart into pieces . That was precious time lost when I could’ve been spending it on some other useless crap . Useless , undoubtedly , but still more meaningful then moping over you . Then , I got over you . I thought my troubles were over , every time we meet we just pretend that the other is naught but air , that empty space inside me filled with the hatred from knowing that you liked the way I was hurting so much . That’s the way I pictured you , almighty evil , never caring whether the way you treated me smarted worse than the harshest fall , or the deepest cut . The blood and tears I shed for you wasn’t worth it , so I barricaded my heart against you , barred myself against the tears that would come everytime you walk into my line of vision , barred the pain by digging my nails into the palms of my hands , until nothing was left but a numbing hurt that cured all but the emptiness inside . I wished , once , that we could just go back , but then rah told me I was being stupid and I guess it faded away . This year I met the other boy . The one who was my sunshine when there was rain , the one who was my haute café latte when there was nothing but exhaustion in my blood . Obviously that didn’t work out either , and I was back to thinking about you . Then came the other , my Avril skater boy in Prada . The one who was there 24/7 literally my saviour on skates I loved you so hard . Then came the storm and I guess you faded away too . Then I was back to thinking about effing fcuking bullshxtting YOU . Why can’t you just vanish from my sight !? Why can’t you just get the fcuking hell away from me and stop messing me up cos’ it freakin; hurts THAT MUCH . Boy you’re an incorrigible hurt .

Hiccccc ! Yo okay I'm back . Church was stupid in the sense that we did weird things today like: Values to live by . I ticked everything (wealth , status , self-sufficiency , self-control- I was bludgeoned by gemz to tick that !!) except for like , humility and some other crap . Haa I know I know , my priorities are all wrong shitz . BUT HELLO ! I TICKED INNER PEACE OKAY ! Me and gemz were like OMG HAHAHA OMMMMMMMMMM~ Find your hipper inner yo , let's hug a tree man , cuz' that's like , peeeeace~ LOLLLLL !! Abruptly ends in hysterical giggles . Francis glances over disapprovingly . I wave back cheerily ! HAHAHA :D Hereby ends my exploits with gemz ♥♥♥ Later went to sit with julesy , cos' she demanded why I always chose to sit with gemz :) Aw luv I sat with you today okay !! Watched "The bridge operator" , which was so sad cos the little boy OMG SO FRIGGIN CUTE died . I was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! HE'S GONNA DIE !!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! And then julesy was like TSK !! And Francis was like -glare- SHUT UP !! And the guys over at the other group were like O.O hhaa . Then the train blared past the screen and everyone promptly went AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! EEEEEEEE !! DON'T DIEEEE !!! -.- I am so misunderstood .

Went up for church and I was being my usual air-headed self and gemz had to keep whacking me so I wouldn't lose track of mass . HEHEHE~ like it's my fault I'm ADHD positive ?? Then went back to class and sat with julesyyyy ♥ The evil exterminator of illegal immigrants ain't got nothin' on meeee . HAHAHA whatever . ER then at the end of class julesy and gemz went to wait for their 'rents with mwuahhhhh and as jules went down , me and gemz headed to the roundabout . I had just removed my contacts and was blurrily disconnected with the world when suddenly from behind came this HUGE disembodied shout :

Disembodied shout: MelissAHHHHHHHH MelissERRRRRR Melll !!!
Me: -jerks around blurrily- Huh ??
Person: HAHAHA
Me: (realises that it is shaun -.-) What
Gem: O.O
Shaun: Haha nothing . Where you going now ?
Me: Home ??
Shaun: Orh okay ! Bye !! (waves merrily and steps , no , JUMPS into hall)
Me and gem: O.O Bye ??

Lol that was the stupidfunny thing that happened today =.= Amongst others . I srsly think I have the weirdest jrcatttt . Anyway , went with dad for lunch after , and went to adjust my specssss . Realised they were having a promo on the Yang Chen Lin colour lenses omg will make dar dar come with me !! Go and buy :) 2 boxes get one free hahaha . Then went to try on specs since I'm going to China and dad's scared I will break my current pair . I LOVE THE JEAN PAUL GAULTIER AND THE EMPORIO ARMANI ONES !! Super cheap , too . $400 for the Jean Paul Gaultier , which is sooooooooo haute , and the Armani ones are only $320 !!! I was like omgomgomg I WANT !! Maybe if dad doesn't allow (he wanted me to get the cheaper Banana Republic ones) I'll beg and pay half of it :) I WANT THE JEAN PAULs !! ♥

Love is a bitch, pain is a whore,
& misery is the motherfarker that
won't leave me alone.

SRSLY man , (tag replies) good vhpy , good boy . And bh , hello why can't I be moping around when my friends leave ? Makeeeee ♥ Kisses haha I lurv yoooo popo and ty :) RAH ! I miss you too mocha latte freak ♥ MUAZXK .

Shall sign off now I'm spending way too much time online ! BYE~

2008-09-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

I think I'm really stupid HAHAHA great~ and people think I can't see what's going on either ... BLA . Today was horrible . Well , for the most part it was . I can't believe you have the nerve to talk to me after what you did to me last year . JERK .

Funny stuff at church :X Pig was being stupid that idiotboy okay haha -.- What am I talking about I seriously don't know omg . GAH . Messed up freeeeeeeak . Funniest thing to happen ? More later sigh .

Mix my soggy heart in your cereal ;

2008-09-20T06:54:00.000-07:00

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that'll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won't cheat on her because he knows she's got all that he wants & needs already. He would be willing to be your friend & your lover & won't mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that'll do anything for you, even if it's to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won't leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he's out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn't afraid to smile to his friends every time you're around & tell them, "She's the one". The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they're little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you're falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it's a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he's happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn't want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you're down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he'd cry with you when times are hard. Those kinds that will go through thick & thin with & for you. Those kinds that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren't; loves you because you're his little brat & he's your teddy bear.

I am feeling .. inexplicably off-colour . Right now I'm in my wooly Topshop cardigan and finding that the world is breaking off in pieces around me . Somebody be my superman~

2008-09-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

I KNOW YOUR SECWUDD REGGGGG ! HEHEHE~

2008-09-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

Anticlockwise from top-left : Nana , Reginaaaaaa x3 , Jialun , PING ! , Cheryl , TIANJIEEEE x3x3x3 , Chinwen and SHUTARDEEEE !!! x3

OMG I MISS Y'ALL !!!! Er- except the non scholars la you guys are still around -.- More pictures later :) SHUAI MAO I MISS YOU LORRR :(

2008-09-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

I miss you all so so SO much omgosh . This morning my mom woke me up superrrrrrrr early and I thought it was like super late so I didn't bother checking the clock cos' I thought the scholars would have left already . After breakfast sat down at the dining table to do my biology (I finished the mock paper ! YEA !) and accidentally glanced at the clock- to my horror it was 10.30am !! I was so damn pissed okay . 20min since the scholars left !! WTF . Felt damn sadddddddddddd omgomgomgggggggg :( NANA !!!! Wo yao ku le :( Bus-ed down to Rail Mall with mommy later and bought $50 worth of groceries from the super market and the organic shop and I was like :O What did we buy . Haha~ I think it's the organic tomatoes and veggies and the cereal . But whatever . Went home and caught 171 , but before it came this weird bus-like thing stopped there and there was this guy who looked out , saw me and suddenly jerked really hard and pulled back the curtain whilst calling his friend to look out as well -.- I was like O.O wtfh ??

SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~ I don't want to go back to school on Mondayyyyy . OMFG I just realised something . Our line at assembly will be SUPER EFFING SHORT ! OMG ! Damn it I wonder what the scholars are doing :X Shuai mao your cat washed off alreadyyyy :(( I'm so sad omgggggg . And TUESDAY ! Towning again :) Shall make dar dar come with me / Topshop x3x3x3 F21 !! And collecting my Alloy :DD I am so happy woooo . LOL and why am I discussing ANTM with Yj O.O But nevermind it's funny hohoho I LOVE LAUREN !!!!! {hearts} I shall go off now since I am not doing anything productive . BYEE~

2008-09-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

Will you give everything up ,
just so I'll be happy ?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! Am emo-ing . I miss yow shuting so much already . WTF . And jingtarde and OMG shuai maooooooooooooooooooo :( I am going to cry .

Quote Shutardeee :

MEL THE EMO PUNK KID
hahaha you bxtch!!! yorue such a freak oh man i cant imagine not seeing eyeliner and mascara for like, 3 whole months?! it'll be so strange!!!! ): seriously, i will miss you plentyyyyyyy ); even tho youre such a freak haha i love you alot. (cos youre so retarded) thanks for all the times you comforted me!!! and told me that i was just being stupid even tho im seldom >p hehehe thanks girlfriend you really rock (: sorry for all the times when we let someone come between us.. >( argh. STUDY HARD AH!!!!!!!!!! BOTH YOU AND ELI! stop shopping and start studying! nah nah nah! i'll make na na control you :D i;ll try to visit you in beijing!!!!!! ): LOVE YOU!!! <3

End quote .

Hahaha awwwww I know la I'm retarded (your hair so bouncy boing boing ! pats) Hahahaha muakzx I lubz you darlingest shutarde :)

2008-09-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

Dear You,
You're probably thinking I've forgotten all about you by now, but that's far from it. I have missed you every waking day & my heart still hurts, but I'm getting better. I continue to smile & still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you're doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes & the tears we've cried; though I saw this as a possible outcome, I took the risk & gave you my all. Never, ever, did I give up on you. Do not give up on yourself. Believe. Anything is possible. And if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.

Watching ANTM cycle 5 re-unionnnnn . God it's so weird to see a whole room full of girls that are 3/4 fugly . Only Nicole is pretty my gosh . ANYWAY today the scholars were in school for the LAST TIMEEEE ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh went to school , and announced to shushu that I havn't finished her letter and she gave me the -pout- YOUEVILGIRL look . Hahaha x3x3 Finally finished writing her letter and boxed it up in the F21 plastique bag with her AMAZING PRESENTTTT xoxo- duct-taped the whole thing UP UP UPPPPPPPPPPP and now it looks like a bomb !! KEWLZXZX hehehe~ then went for recess , and we were FINE until zhexin came and gave shutarde this envelope full of one-a-day notes for the whole of the three months and THEN ! My poor laoshu started to cry . And then I started to tear up and I pretended that my soy milk was spilling and evaded looking at her . But then eli teared up and I decided not to hide anymore and started bawling like crazy and pei&jialun were like OMG MEL !! DONT CRY !! But how can I not !? Consequently there were like four more bawling sessions , especially when we went back to class and shutarde was still crying and then I went in a na said she cried and I announced that I did , like all "I cried too !!" then BAM . Started crying again . Na was so traumatised hahaha .

Erm then in the morning we had a sex-ed talk which was TOTALLY STUPID cos' one of my UK magazins would have like told me MORE then what that bxtch said today and she was like totally encouraging us to discriminate against AIDS people (what drinking thing lahhhhh !??!?) and I was soooooooo pissed wtf . And apparently I'm the only person who knows what Clamydia is in the whole of the sec3 cohort or wdv . Eli and shutarde forced my hand up haha . OMG SHUTARDE I miss you already :( Shall write a nice dedi to you freakos since you wrote one for me ! XOXO :) But before I do , I shall just note that the thing they were rolling the condom on ? It's a friggin' D I L D O okay , not the actual thing . What- you think the actual thing will stay there and let you roll the condom on and take pictures ? LOL can . But whatever , bought a H81 crochet peasant top and a zara longsleeved runched babydoll today ! In royale blue :D BUT WHATEVER ! Onwardsss ;

Shutarde ! OMG bxtch I am going to miss you so much . You're a freak too okay !! I'm super sad that you're leaving till like Dec , and nobody to make fun of teachers anymore , or to niao eli ! Hahaha~ ohman bxtch you owe me a present ! And I shall get you a nice thingey (cough) for Christmasss (hints) Damn you make me cry today !! But srsly la , will miss you alot alot ALOT !!!!!!!! Don't care about idiots who try to come between us alright ! Wo men shi yong yuan de hao peng yousss x3x3x3 Muakcz you little idiot and come back soon :) VISIT US IN BEIJING ALRIGHT !! Ohman I'm going to cry again . I HATE YOU !! But whatever it is , enjoy my present luv cos' I flew it in from the US hahahahaha . Can you already guess what it is ? And have fun gorging yourself on all the food I bought you . The bomb can be used as a pillow ! BTW I love the snail you drew on my wrist muaha it's still theree . WILL MSG YOU TONIGHT KAY ! I love you Yow Shuting and TAKE CAREEEE !! {xoxo} Oh yah and the tadpole that looks like SPERM and Miss Li said it was bird shxt -.- XOMG bxtch miss yooooooooooo !!!

Shuai Mao ! OMG shuai maoooooooooooooooooooo {x3x3x3} I'm so sad alr I am going to miss you la stupid cat :( Your drawing of the cat on my hand smudged alr I'm so freakin' pissed off hahaha :) WHY YOU ERASE MY LONGGGG CAT !? Evil shuai mao . But nevermind , I LOVE YOU SHUAI MAO and come back soon ! Don't tickle my leg anymore haha you lesbo shxtttt . Aiyah forget it you rock kay ! Enjoy my menthosssss and keep my nice letter ! I will miss you loads loads shuai mao :) I want to visit you ! HUG HUG HUG my shuai mao is nice to hug :D And no , wy , I'm not stealing your shuai ge la !! Hahaha~ Muazk !

Amoi ! Hello Amoi ! Take care of yourself there and don't be sad that JJ is not there ! Think of us bullying nana in BeiJing and be happyyyyyyyy~ Hahaha . Share the menthos with pingtarde okay ! Don't eat all *I know merlion eats alot right ! Don't bully pingtarde and have funnnnnnnnnnnn x3x3x3 AND KEEP SHUTARDE FROM GETTING ROBBED LUHH !!!

Ping ! Yo ping :D Have fun in China getting chased all over the place by Amoi !! Amoi is so evil wor . And share my menthos with her (throw one at shutarde if she insists on wearing her blingbling watch) !! Will miss you loads :D The class will be so super empty wtf . COME BACK SOON KAY !! Greenie hahaha .

JINGTARDEEEEEE !! OMG JING I will miss yoooooooooooooooooooooooo so much so much so much (hugs) I miss you molesting my face (naaah naah I don't use my foundation alrrrrr) and hugging me OMG tian-jie !! You rock okay you're so cute and squishable and adorable and lao ren chi dai-y HUGS HUGS I am going to cry alr :(( Jingtardeeeeeeeeeeeeee you are very nice to hug muakzx muakzx I love you jing wen ! TANG JINGWEN COME BACK SOON YOU STUPID TIAN JIE :D Don't eat all the sweets lah , give some to Camelia or whoever hahaha . XOXO YOU ROCK BXTCH !!

Ting Chihhhhhh :) Eh TC ! Forgot to give you a card . NEVERMIND you are at home in China anyway ahahaha :P Have fun kay' ! Thankyou for the birthday present (I know you liked my oversized sunflowarrrr :D) and luv you lots !! So sry I can't go send you guys off tmr but you have Kangyan !! VIRTUAL HUGS TC !! :D:D:D

Claire: Meng ! I will miss my lab pardner hahaha~ update your blog often kays ! XOXO- will pass you your present when I go over to BJ la ; with lao yang's ! Cos' I forgot to bring today :( Or I airmail to you . HAHAHA . TAKE CARE OKAY GIRAFFE ! You're too tall , but nvm . Tall = intimidating , nobody can rob yooooo :D

WY+Tong: Eh haha wy I didn't steal your shuai ge and I don't care I want to draw long cat on yoooo :D And scare you continually by staring freakily at you :P And tong ! You will miss my messy table meh -.- Hahaha I will miss your super neat one !! Freakkkk :D

Etc. ! Those I didn't mention it's vaguely the same luh , I am too tired hehehe :) Have fun darlings and come back soon ! I WILL MISS YOU GUYS LOADS OMG IM GOING TO CRY ALR !! AND SHUTARDE !! DON'T OPEN MY BOMB YET OKAY ! HHAHAAHA :D MUAKZX .

Shall go now~ dinner !

2008-09-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

Stressing haha . I want to cry~

2008-09-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

Can't you see that my baby is smiling at meeeee~ OMG pweese somebody I want it so badly :( I want a puny eeeny weeny hamshter pweeseee :)

2008-09-18T08:14:00.000-07:00

Brian Ho you $*&@@(#$&!(!()~ !!! Not lame not lame not lame not lame- who am I kidding . Brian Ho is freakin' lame -.- One , I hate you . Two , I am going to hit you . And three , YOU'RE MORE SENSELESS THEN ME !! (I told you you're dead muahhahaha) Call me goon somemore walao this guy really want to die huh . Deathwish ! AND YOU IDIOT !!!! Okay nvm . I forgot what I wanted to say . Gah .

2008-09-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

The scholars are leaving on saturday , and needless to say it'll be a super sad affair omgggg . I really want to go send them off !! Kangyan's going , and I thought nana and lai will go , but turns out they want to study or something (fumes) Shutardeeeeeee we will miss you loads okay ! Oh gawsssh it's so depressing . Today the classroom was fureekin' empty cos' Ji Zi let all the scholars go to the library to do their BSP stuff . Moved to the back with eli and we were like OMG how to write the bao zhang bao dao !? Then later went for histoire with TC and shuai mao (haha shuai mao I'm gonna' miss you giving me food lahhhh~) and we were like crapping about .. I forgot . Er- me being a shark so I don't need more teeth ? Cos' I wanted food and shuai mao offered me her retainers :X OMG shuai maoooooooooo ! Haha the class will be so empty without you omg . And TC ! Lol we were laughing over Isis from cycle 11 OMGAWSH looks so much like KS !!! Hahaha super funny . Then we called Kangyan over and she went completely nuts when she saw her/him . Isis a tranny hehehe . Erm I havn't finished shutarde's letter ! Pffoit . Went down specially to get presents for her okay !! OMG !! I JUST REALISED !! I DIDN'T BUY AMOI'S PRESENT !! SHXT !! Damn , na this is your fault !! We were supposed to go KAP or wherever to buy amoi's and yangxi's or dnowhoever's presents today but she bailed on me to go out with amoi etc. :X Then I went alone (with eli but she refused to get off the bus) and bought Cleo and Female -.- Fall issue what ! And alot of weird stuff for shutardeeeeeee x3x3x3 OHMANX SHUTARDE I'M GOING TO MISS YOU LOADS LOADS LOADS !! YOU BETTER LOVE MY LETTER HAHA IM GONNA' PHOTOSTAT A COPY COS' I DREW THE COMICS REALLY CUTE AND I WANT A COPY MUAHA . Btw I got my china phonecard alr so you better email me your no. soon kay' !! x3x3x3 Muakzx shutarde and HAVE FUN !! And omg TAKE OFF YOUR BLINGBLING* if not you die I also cannot help you alr .

OH MY GOD . YOU F*CKING BASTARDDDDD !!!!!! REMOVED MY EFFING LINK HUH ? OKAY FINE IF THIS IS HOW YOU FCUKING WANT IT YOU BLOODY SELF CENTERED IDIOT . HOPE YOU FREAKIN' ROT IN HELL .

1. Do you talk about people behind their backs? YES
2. Who is your closest friend? RAH
3. Do you like to hang out with girls or boys more? Well I hang out with boys more PREVIOUSLY .
4. How do you feel about people who overreact over the smallest things? eh stupid ?
5. When was the last time you danced? Uhh.
6. Do you ever dance with people? yeah?
7. Who is the biggest slut you know? Idk. Nobody ?
8. Do you like miniskirts? Some
9. Have your parents ever made you change clothes because they were too revealing? Yea loads of times .
10. What are some inside jokes you have with your friends? HAHAHAH GOBGOB :D
11. Are looks important to you in a significant other? yes
12. Would you date someone who was hot but had a bad personality? No . Alright maybe . haha
13. You're pregnant with twins, a boy and a girl. What do you name them? No freekin' idea
14. Where are your parents? Watching teevee .
15. Which is better: Dunkin Donuts or Krispy Kreme? KRISPIE KREME HOMG <3333
16. Do you spell it doughnuts or donuts? Donuts .
17. Do you drink the starbucks frappuccinos that come in the bottle? Omg yes its so good
18. Do you like vitamin water? What is your favorite flavor? ugh no .
19. Do you dye your hair a lot? no
20. Do you complain a lot? Yes.
21. Have you ever heard of the band Bright Eyes? Llololololol no.
22. What about Commander Venus? No.
23. What did you do last weekend? Shop .
24. What's the farthest distance you've ever travelled? To UK .
25. Do you like how old you are or do you wish you were older/younger? Older ?
26. Do you watch the show iCarly? sometimes .. NO haha
27. Do you like batman? Sure . JOKER ! x3
28. What is your favorite magazine? UK vogue/US Seventeen/Allure/Glamour/TeenVogue
29. Do you watch America's Next Top Model? YEA omg CLAIRE .
30. Do you think Miley Cyrus is a whore after all those pictures popped up? YES .
31. What song did this line come from: You're a part time lover and a full time friend? Lololololz that Moldy Peaches song from Juno .
32. What year do you graduate? 2009 .
34. Have you ever taken an IQ test? What was your IQ? idk ?
35. Do you know what thinspo is? Do you think it's stupid? Yeah whatever .
36. Where's your favorite place to shop? internet . Haha no lah , Topshop etc
37. Do you wear skinny jeans? Yeah.
38. Do you think skinny jeans are for people who are actually skinny? not rly
39. Which store has the best jeans? Rock and Republic absolutely .
40. How did you discover your favorite band? Idr .
41. Do you ever correct questions in surveys when they misspell a word? yea
42. Do you know anyone with diabetes? Prolly . Mrs. SK ?
43. What part of your body makes insulin? Liver ?
42. Give me your eyes, I need sunshine: Baby x3 haha
43. You just wrote a book, what's it called? Mein kampf .
44. Are you a vegetarian/vegan? No.
45. Do you know anyone who is (besides you if you're one)? nope . No wait- JACK !!
46. Are you allowed to listen to your ipod/mp3/CD player in class? no
47. Do you look up words in the dictionary when you don't know what they mean? No
48. Have you ever been on a diet? How did it go? Yea , it went well -.- just look at my friggin ezlink
49. Are you tired? Yes.
50. Do you like......horses? YEAH omg !! x3x3

Brian Ho geez why the hell are we fighting this is stupid :X

2008-09-17T08:28:00.001-07:00

PHWOAR I know I'm a bxtch I don't need a gumphead like you to tell me that , alright ? I'm not serious in anything . I fool around , scare the shxt out of losers like you , and treat people like dirt . And ? What's it to you . So what if I've hurt you before , get over it . Cos' guess what , I don't care . FYI ? Never did . If you can't see that I was never serious in the first place , then ohmygawd luv you're as dumb as kimb , and that's not good . (yeaaaaa ?) I repeat , alright , try getting over your disgusting self-pity and tendency to live in the so not-existent past . Was never a part of it , don't wanna' be . Kay' so I'll just apologise for leading you on , happy ? Eff you . It's like what- a year ?

2008-09-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

Sick for you.. don't throw this away says: Were you ever serious
Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 I'm not a player shuddup !says: Er- idk ?
Sick for you.. don't throw this away says: so you were pretending all the time? hurting people is fun for you is it -.-
Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 I'm not a player shuddup !says: Even if it is so what
Sick for you.. don't throw this away says: You're a bitch -.-
Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 I'm not a player shuddup !says: Hahaha ty I know , okay ?
Sick for you.. don't throw this away says: should warn ppl bt you lol
Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 I'm not a player shuddup !says: warn lor , Idc =.= you very bo liao right
Sick for you.. don't throw this away says: please lah if not you go and bluff other people then how
Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 I'm not a player shuddup !says: Lol wdv I'm nice :)
Sick for you.. don't throw this away says: where got.. wth la haha
Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3>

I don't need your blessing to cross over ;
we were gone with the flood

2008-09-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

Whoopsies tmr I'm going to collect my David and Goliath stuff and Burt's Bees Lip Balm I'm so happy :) And friday towniiiing~ F21 and Zara ! <3 Okay I need to stop shopping (and stop saying I need to stop shopping) Monday possibly towning , to get my Topshop fix~ I need to stop shopping . OMG shut up .

2008-09-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

SURVEYS :D

Appearance Survey

Section 1 Apparel
1. What are you currently wearing? Nightie ? =.=
2. What's your favorite store to buy clothes at? Topshop and F21 I guess ?
3. What's your favorite brand? FCUK ! And Fred Perry :D
4. What color do you wear most? Black or something outrageously neon .
5. What's your favorite shoe brand? Steve Madden
6. How many pairs of shoes do you have? a lot , dude . 40+ pairs
7. What's on your clothes wish list? Cute things that aren’t just dresses . Like .. H81 tops and crap .
8. How often do you buy new clothes? All the time .
9. Have you ever shopped at second hand stores? Singapore second hand stores are like dust havens . So- yea , but it sucked .
10. Have you ever donated clothes? No .

Section 2 Makeup
1. Do you wear makeup? Yes , I do .
2. How much? Alot .
3. What's your favorite brand to buy? Right now it's Benefit and RMK , but I like MAC and Shu U and Anna Sui .
4. Do you own any M.A.C.? Yeah .
5. Do you go crazy with your makeup or stay natural looking? Well. I wear a lot of eyeliner.
6. Are you any good at putting on makeup? Probably ? Maybe that's why people ask me for help -.-
7. Have you ever given someone else a makeover? for fun yeah loads .
8. What's your favorite color eyeshadow? Hot pink and black and purple .
9. Smoky eyes or cat eyes? Cat eyes AND smokayyye baby ! You can never go wrong with that .
10. Lipgloss, lipstick, or chapstick? Nude lipstik . I'm off gloss

Section 3 Personal Hygiene
1. Do you shower everyday? Yes . Hello , who doesn't ?
2. How often do you wash your hair? Every day . Thrice .
3. Are your nails clean? Yeah sure .
4. Do you always wash your hands when you should? Sometimes .
5. How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Twice.
6. How many times do you wear something before you wash it again? Twice ?
7. How many times do you put on deodorant? Never ? I don't sweat much .
8. Do you clean your ears? Yes .
9. Where do you shave? The normal places .
10. How long do you keep your nails? Longgg .

1] At what age do you wish to marry?
Last time i thought maybe 23 , then 25 . NOW I DON'T KNOW .

2] What i want the most now?
M-O-N-E-Y H-O-N-E-Y

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
I have no idea .

4] Are you thrifty ?
Idk ? Okay NO I’m not . Hahahahaha I can spend $800 in half an hour in Topshop you tell me lah~

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
HOHO , I can meet Secondhand Serenade in person and get to kiss the front man .

6] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Where's the rainbow now ?

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My HONEY & MONEY .

8] Do you believe in eternity love?
OKAY I believe that people love me till they die . AHAHA but maybe not the other way round

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Never ever EVER haha so ew . Unless it’s only a one-time for fun thing then maybe . Quite amusing what !

10] List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Tall , smart , pretty and sexy . HOT !

11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
He’s definitely got to have $$$ and looks la~ and a good sense of style cos’ I need somebody to go shopping with me all the time right ? Broodyyyyy !

12] What feeling do you hate the most?
Penniless , being sick

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
It depends .

14] Do you believe in God?
Course ?

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
I love many thingsssss .
My smelly pillow that i can't sleep w/o it .
Mommy&Daddy – without them there will be no meeee .
Money - no money no life .
Shopping- without it I will most certainly die .
Friends - no friends no gossips !

16] Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not really ? Boys are stinky muahah

17] At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Probably try something new . Like get a tattoo or something .

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Soulmates baby , like me and rah !

19] Brains or looks?
LOOKS . No wait , both . If not I’ll turn into Kim the banky and that will suck hahaha

20] Who deserves to die?
Those who are rich but waste their money on prostitution . LAUGH OUT DAMN LOUD .

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Whoever wants to do just do it , I'm too lazy to list out . The usual people ? OH AND CLAIRE I DON'T CARE YOU'VE GOT TO DO IT COS' YOU'RE LEAVING SOON MUAHHAHA :D Okay and laoshu , even though she NEVER FREAKIN UPDAETS OMG YOU BXTCHHHHH <3 Gah I shall go now , if not I will continue blogging crap and buying stuff online . ASOS omg .

2008-09-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

I don't need people to tell me I'm vicious / Meow !

Oh gawd I've been in such a rut lately ; I see a picture of an old lady and an old man with Alzheimer's , I cry . I see the ANTM model who got circumcised at the age of 7 , I cry . I see that girl who got eliminated , I cry . I see alot of things , and I cry . Gawd I'm such a baby at times .

2008-09-15T04:37:00.000-07:00

Allison has some real bad attitude . As in , Allison from ANTM , not church . Oh my , she just got eliminated . PHWOAR . But she's really pretty so .. poor her . But I just adore Claire . Ooh , men in uniform , me likey ! Hahaha . I shouldn't be saying these kinda' things , else somebody is going to kill me :D Got alot o' heat from ya' alr ass ! <3

How's this for size ?

2008-09-15T02:44:00.000-07:00

You can't blame a girl for trying too hard . "If you kiss a guy , and you can feel that he's slowly becoming aroused , what should you do ?" Girl , don't get me wrong but .. assuming , much ? But the point is , how would you know he's getting fureekin' aroused . You ain't seen nuthin' yet . Is he slobbering all over you ? Clambouring past the passenger seat to grapple at your shirt buttons ? The front of his- I shan't go there . But see , at this point of time you've got two options : ONE , you get the bird's ass outta' there . Or TWO , you let him come on to ya' . So which will it be ? But girl , I don't think it's ever gna happen to you . Learn your place bxtch , or we'll teach it to you .

Freak . I am still spending money online !! Oh and I've decided to town this friday to get all my stuff that mommy banned me from buying :D (R.E: the "english-y" stuff) To bring to BeiJing duh . So let's see .. F21 , Topshop , Zara , GAP~ Anything else ? We'll come to that when I actually make it to town . OHHHHHHHHHHHHMYGOSH . THEY HAVE BUFFY !?!? I am so gonna watch it . TA LADIES !

You're my wonderwall ;

2008-09-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

Today somebody told me a lie .

HELLO YUP YUP ! It was fun to bus down to 6th Ave. just now with eli and almost got caught by my dad ! I was like at the middle partition of the road (you guys know how irritating it is to get caught in the middle of the road between the Cold Storage and the Brazilian place) and looking back towards the cars to see if any were stopping , and as usual I spaced out and missed like two chances to cross . Stupid mel . Then I was like staring at this big silver SUV and suddenly I looked at the license plate and it read XXXX and I went like OH MY GAWSH !! ITS MY CAR !! And then I completely freaked out and started hopping on the spot . But thank gawd he turned into 6th Ave. and disappeared from sight . Freakooooooo ! BUT anyhow , I bought gummy sweets (pink ! Heart shaped xoxo) and coke and wheatieeees <3<3<3 I love wheaties ! You know , the big box that looks like some old Amish Quaker relic and has wheat cereal in it with icing sugar on the wheaties ? Ate them in UK (remember ? I stole them from the Travelodge :P) and couldn't help wanting them back down under in Sporeee :D So I finally bought a box ! 10.45 okay wtf . I'm like so broke now I should STOP EATING TOTALLY ! Eli sucks she makes me (kay' maybe not MAKE more like INFLUENCES) to eat every recess oh my gawd . I need $200 by this Friday okay so yea , ME STOP EATING NOW !! Or at least bring stuff from home :) Lawl .

Er what else .. today had assembly and found out that a certain PERSON scammed us . So what if it's like 50cents ? If it really was done on purpose then .. wtf DIE YOU DEAD BXTCH DIE !!! And if it wasn't , which I think it wasn't on purpose , then fine . RETURN ME MY MONAYYE . I need all the $$$ I can get alright !? And spinach , I can't go out on the 16th anymoreeeee :( Sorry kay' , but I will not have enough to get my two sets of gloves ($150 !!) , your present ($30/$40) , magazines for BeiJing ($50) , contacts (this time with astik , cos' I can't friggin' see without astik . So around $69/$80 I think ? Coloured ones too , so x2) , three dresses (hopefully my parents will get me these , so I don't have to blow like $200+) and boots . OHRIGHT and duh , my Topshop beanie and scarves from TS , WH , PM and F21 . F*** !! I probably need to save like $800 plus for that 0.0 So .. 29th ? The veeeeery last day o' school :) Or I see if I have plans with any other people (JACK YOU ASS I WANNA GO OUT SOON LUH) ; if I do then let's do 30th of Oct kay' ! Or when I return from BeiJing , which will probably be awesome :) YAY $150 worth of gift exchange !! Remember okay you evil spinach :D ONE FIVE OH . Lol :)

What other stupid things happened hohum ;

2008-09-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO STOP SPENDING MONEY . NOW . Omg I'm on a break from Chemistry (applaud me I just memorized the whole cation/anion table for qualitative analysis) and I went and fell in love with crap on F21 and Topshop and now I think I'm gna' spree em' . HOW !?

That boy told me the world will end
but he'd be there
But now he's gone
And the world's ending anyway

2008-09-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to post up a list of what I got for my birthday , aren't I ? I shall do it later :) I only remembered after passing spinach's blog and realising that she already posted up her list ! Tsk tsk mel , you're one step behind as usual . Anyhow , I've decided . Since the last time I went to town and saw that F21 top and the Zara peasant blouse (that so beautifully reminds me of my own Topshop one) I think I will skip down to town this week (prolly Thurs ?) to buy it :D Them . Whatever . I seem to have a fetish for Amish looking things nowadays . All peasant-y and english-y . Mom was like super weirded out by me !

Me: Omg ! This is so cute . I want .
Mom: So .. english-y !
Me: Yea , and ?
Mom: No !
Me: Why ?!
Mom: You have alot of english-y things already . So NO !
Me: @#&$(&%!(@!)

But whatever mooby , I'm getting it ANYWAY neh neh :P I need to stop shopping . OHGAWD JACK !! And anyway , Cath class today was also awesomest cos' I wore my contacts and pranced around like some brainless bimb whilst Gemz despaired and Jules rolled her eyes (god so big !!) and the catechists all went :O . HAHAHA awz whadeverrr . And I still don't know what a candelburra or whatever it is that Jules bought me for my birthday is for . Not really , at least :) I LOVE YOU JULESTER YOU EVIL TOMATO !! :D And duh , gemz and joce and sheryl and nicole and whoever else muakzx muakz darlings :) SHER ! You like good with your hair cropped , stop worrying ! And duh stop asking weird strangers if they like your hair :D YOU BIMBZ !!

2008-09-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

Try this!

Identify yourself as right- or left- brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.

Left thumb below the right thumb: left brain
Right thumb below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.
Look at your hands.

Right arm above left arm: left brain
Left arm above right arm: right brain

Based on 1 and 2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctively read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightforward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

Im a Right-Left.
True or not, I agree with mine especially the first part.
What about you?

Went out ytd , and had loads of yamaFUN trying on ridiculously fluffy hats and this leather newsboy cap that looks suspiciously like the tweed (is it tweed ?) one Greg has . I love it ! I want it so bad , but then again it makes my hair messy after a while as it keeps sliding off . I'd rather spend my cash on the Topshop beanie , in that case :) Went to try out puffy bombers with fur collars and I srsly looked like a PENGUIN ! Na was right in that sense- ha . But quite cute lah , I'm still pondering over the Miss Selfridge one I saw at Raffles with mommy , the Topshop one and the Promod trench . And of course , the DKNY trench ! Went to the outlet at Palais Renaissance but it wasn't there :? Can somebody please tell me if they see it at any other DKNY outlets ! :) Omggggg even though exams are coming in like , two weeks , I'm still shopping like mad online :( And I srsly feel like towning one day afterschool to pick up a few stuff from Topshop and F21 :( Spinach girl ! You game ?? Bla~

Shall go now , I am so bored .

2008-09-13T03:24:00.000-07:00

People don't change;
they just find new ways of lying to you.

Hello you ! I'm going out going out soon . To idkwhere in Singapore to look for Fall stuff ! Yay me . And I'm finally wearing my new F21 dress out ! Well , one of them at least ! -griiiin- It's a little too long to wear a hoodie with so I went and scrunched it up with a veentage belt . My favourite one ! Cos' its all leathery and stretchy :D Couldn't find my MNG cardi (apparently it's in the wash bloody hell) so I'm wearing an old scratchy one instead ! BOOHOO . Wally wally wally fun ! I miss you :D Shall do a survey whilst waiting .... eh wait , cannot ! Dad's downstairzx :) SHALL DEPART , MORTAL-YS !! Byebye :)

I want old navy flipflopppps . Spinach girl do you want some ? To make up for the cheapo ones you got from some unknown person :D

2008-09-13T01:12:00.000-07:00

Went to make my IC today at the odd-looking grey building next to Lavendar station . It wasn’t crowded at all , and the friendly Malay counter lady accounted it to the fact that it had been raining all morning . Really ? I hadn’t noticed . Later went to RafflesCity for breakfast as it was still early , gosh it was only around 9 am ? Ate at Subway , had the kitschy ham&egg bagel with Latte and a brownie . Utter bliss . Later went to shop around the mall with mom , and bought my nivea stuff& new moisturizer from Clinique for mom . Went to Miss Selfridge to try on a couple of stuff , like this satin black dress with a high collar that was rather pretty (the champagne bow at the neck) but all the same rather pastor-like . Mom commented that it looked like a bartender’s outfit . I’d say I had to agree , on account that it was a size too big . Did you know that all the 8s were gone from the Raffles City outlet ? They only had like , super big sizes (R.E: 10- which was also rather limited- 12 and 14) left on the racks . Felt rather cheated after trying on two skirts which , if the correct size , would have fell above the knee , but as a result of being a size too large , fell past the knee , and reduced me to a staggering hobbit under yards of floral fabric . I loved the things I tried on though , might consider getting them if the other outlet at Marina has them- IN - MY - BLOODY - SIZE - / Also went to Topshop and Topman (they had really nice scarves even though they were for the male specs) and saw a really cute bag with a Rabbit printed on it . They even had a matching tee with the same said Rabbit :) Tres adorable . But of course I don’t wear tees (saddening , really) often so why bother ? Saw nothing much that interested me besides the usual things- military trenches , leather motorcycle jackets , tartan blazer and dresses . Left the store and headed to Robinsons Makeup Dept. to pick up a couple o’ stuff . Mainly face products but mother was advised by the E.L lady to come back next month where they were going to give out sets at a super cheap price of $89 with every $150 purchase or something. So mom relented and I now have to wait to get my stuff –winces- Apparently I have to bring em’ to China in November (will Customs allow me to carry them onboard?) so eli (who is rooming with me) will see me lay out my entire entourage of E.A and E.L and Clinique and Shu U (I told spinach this sounded like SHOO ! YOU !) and Kiehls products next to the bathroom sink for the whole of the month we spend there :) I love these brands btw , and highly recommend . Also went to Benefit to try out their products ! Inspired to save up a grand totale of $460 as required for the six items I wanna’ buy from them :) By CHRISTMAS !! Oh and I have a list of resolutions:

1) Spend $400 at F21 by end of this year

2) Spend $500-$600 at Topshop by end year

3) Spend $400 at Aldo by end year or New Year (I need New Year shoes right)

4) Spend $900 at Bally (including bag for mom , share with Dad ?) by end year

5) Spend $300 at Warehouse

6) Spend $500 at Benefit

7) Spend $200 at Promod

Done ! That’s a nice warm list to look forward to for Christmassss :D And New Year . Went to MPH as well , which reminds me , #8. Spend $200 at MPH on books , and saw that Brisingr will be out on the DAY THE SCHOLARS LEAVE ! Oh god , was so traumatized . Felt like buying it for laoshu or something and airmail it to her . Wouldn’t it be a waste to miss the last book in the trilogy ! And found a lot of other books I havn’t read yet , including that one Sarah introduced to me the last time we bopped out to Raffles- Angus , thongs and good snogging ? It has impossibly funny witand cutting-edge humour , and hence if I still have money left over from the excessive Christmas shopping (which also includes your presents , people , so don’t fret) I’m going on a massive book hunt in MPH or Borders :) That other day at the hotel , I tripped down to Borders and just stood at the doorway breathing in the smell of the new books deeply . I must have scared some of the browsers with my heavy stalker-like panting because they quickly moved away from me as if I had H5N1 . Not like I had feathers , or anything . Unless you count the boa . But whatever .

I need to spend money !! Okay , muna will disagree heartily on this one , but .. -disregards- . Haw . I don’t suppose I can ever stop spending now , can I . Can somebody tell me how to use Paypal , btw . I just got my account and I’m all in a loss as to what to do with it . Oh and I also forgot to add #9. Spend $500 on misc. items like Anna Sui or whatever it is that catches my fancy (like that FCUK dress) , but NOT ANYTHING ONLINE . That’s the catch to the excessive spending , ladies . NOT A THING , ONLINE ! I have to cut down on online shopping , and the best way is to hit the shops . Spinach would approve :)

Need I say that I miss rahzums so terribly ? You stupid bxtch get un-grounded NOW ! I need my stress-relieving playmate back :D I love you you stupid chocolate malt :) XOXO-

Ta’ people , I’m off to do some more math (even though the bloody test is over , salute me) and shop online .

What ? It's not Christmas yet !

2008-09-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

Best friends are reason we have empty fridges,
dirty rooms, inside jokes, extreme makeovers,
true personalities & friendship.

Stupidly , the internet connection died on me whilst I was browsing the comments on XX's blog . Right , and hello daughter ! If you could only meet that loser .. my my you'd be almost as disgusted as me I'm sure :) Anyway~ GossipGirl !! Ohhhhh my Ed Westwick x3x3x3 And I've set my mind on a couple of ASOS items (why is there no sale btw !?) which hopefully won't come up to over $200 , once you add shipping . And I saw this Topshop hoodie way back during my birthday , and I ttly fell in headoverheels luv with it :D I think I will get it during my post-exam trippe with SPINACH ! x3x3x3 Haa and two F21 dresses , and a pair of flats and idk whatelse :D I need to stop shopping , I agree . TB was like- OMGYOUSCAREMEGOAWAY . Ha :) Cos' I shop too much . I think the only way to stop me is like , killing my computer or something .

OMG LAOSHU , JINGTARDE , SHUAIMAO (I'MNOTASHARK!!) , AMOI , PINGYI AND ER- YANGXI , C-ALLIED (argh LAB PARDNER !!) AND LOADS OF OTHER PEOPLE- OHYES , GRASSY !!!!! ARE LIKE GOING OVERSEAS TO CHINA SOON :( BOOHOO THATS SO SADDENING OHMY .

I shall go bathe now , I think o.o BYE !

Do you mean what you say ?

2008-09-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

1. What advice would you give to your future boy/girlfriend?:
Do not cross me .

2. When playing the "question game" (when you take turns asking each other questions that you must answer honestly) do you like answering questions or asking them more?:
answering ?

3. What's the last thing you found on the ground that was actually really cool?:
Probably like money or something .

4. What did you last buy online? How much was it?:
My forever21 shipment : H81 dress (USD$22) Skirt (USD$27.80) and flats (USD$19)

5. Name a few things you want to get before school starts:
Duh clothes . My Topshop bomber , the three dresses I want .. Fred Perry flats .

6. Do you find it attractive when guys wear eyeliner and/or nailpolish?:
I love it when they wear liner :) BRING IT ONNNNNN !

7. Do you find Carlos Mencia to be funny?:
Car- who ?

8. Do you even like racist jokes or do you think they're all offensive?:
I think they're funny . Sometimes . I get annoyed when people take jokes seriously .

9. How often do you get haircuts?:
when my bangs get too long .

10. What's one piercing you would never want?:
Clit *shivers* yuck

11. What do you think of the band Taking Back Sunday?:
They're .. obscure ?

12. What about Blink 182?:
Again , obscure .

13. Don't you hate it when people won't listen to certain music just because it's "mainstream"?:
Yes .

14. Is punk dead?:
nah

15. Do you think it's weird of guys to shave "down there"?:
No . But I don’t really care .

16. What do you do to mosquito bites to get them to stop itching?:
itch em .

17. If you have or had braces, what's the most annoying thing about them?:
I don’t have or need braces :D

18. Have you ever had someone steal your work and claim it as their own?:
Hell yea

19. Do you have any scabs right now?:
no .

20. What do you think of extreme scene kids?:
I’m freaked .

21. Is "Rawr!" and "OMG DINOSAURS!" even random anymore or just plain annoying?:
I don’t think it was meant to be random .

22. What's the latest fashion trend where you live?:
Er- the latest fashion trend happens to be the latest . As in , LITERALLY , late . Gladiators , hellooo ? OVER .

23. Do you like the old (omg punk goth badass) Hot Topic or the new (omg dinosaurs rainbows scene) Hot Topic?:
the new one .

24. What do you think of ear gauges?:
I don’t like them . Ew

25. Who's your favorite Disney character?:
Mushu !! PX

26. Do you want to grow up?:
sure .

27. Can money buy happiness?:
Definitely , you bonehead .

28. Did you ever use a dishwasher to wash something besides dishes and such?:
Yea my little brother .

29. Don't you hate it when girls are against feminism (correct definition of feminism: belief in equality between men and women)?:
Oh . I’m feminist woa .

30. Who's your favorite comedian?:
Idk ? Er- Bernie Mac .

31. Do you think Dane Cook is overrated?:
YES he’s not funny , AT ALL .

32. What about Green Day?:
Well, no. Nobody really talks about them anymore.

33. Do you think people who keep trying to get you to convert to their religion are annoying?:
Whoever does that to me .. Watch it .

34. Are you sick of the whole Harry Potter craze?:
yes. Not as sick as I am of the Twilight craze, however.

35. Does it bother you when people post a bunch of "lol, im bord, talk 2 me" bulletins on MySpace when they can just text or call someone to talk to?:
One word , luv . Despoooooo .

36. Was Transformers really as good as everyone said it was?:
YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAA-

no .

37. What "Now That's What I Call Music!" CDs do you have?:
none .

38. Don't you hate those annoying SuperBuddy icons on AIM?:
no .

39. Ever been to kiddonet.com?:
no .

40. Do you find any children's things entertaining (ex. Barney, Nick.com, etc.)?:
yea omg . BARNEY ! And scoobydooooooo :)

41. When did you get your first period (assuming you're a girl)?:
P3 . Not that you needed to know that ?

42. Do your friends seem to copy your dress style?:
Some , yes .

43. Is it trashy when girls get their bellybuttons pierced and flaunt it with skimpy shirts and stuff in public?:
Not rly ? If you’ve got it , flaunt it . Unless they’re all flabby and flashin’ it , then .. ew

44. Does your mom have a MySpace?:
hell no

45. What's the worst fashion mistake you ever made?:
blah . Probably .. er- maxi skirts . I am SHORT !

46. Don't you hate it when non-conformists go too far (ex. not buying a shirt they really like because it's in a "mainstream" store, refuses to wear something trendy even if they like it, hating bands that are on MTV for no good reason, etc.)
I have never met anyone that insane .

47. Who's the hottest person on your block?:
I think it’s that Japanese mixed dude over at the next blocko :D Yowa !

48. Have you ever gotten lost in the woods?:
no .

49. What do you think of Aaron Carter?:
I haven’t seen him in a long time . Did Paris kill him ?

50. Are you sick of the lyrics in today's rap songs?:
yes .

Today had the math test thingo .. and to tell you the truth , I probably screwed up functions crazyyyyyyyy cos' I totally forgot how to find f(x) when it was fg(x) . GAWD- such a failure . But then went back to class and after eli got her jab (HAHA wasn't it fun) we had a mini partayye outside on the benches !! :D HA our mini-dateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) Then Mr. Mac came by and was like "Why are you having a party with only two people ?? That's sadddd~ " and eli was like "It's a DATE !" and I was like "ITS A PICNIC !!" simultaneously . Haw- but he declined to join our mini thingo and went to the loo . Boo you macky . Then li left , with chinwen , and I went to class to do some online shopping whilst waiting for daddy to come pick me :) He came , and then we went to IKEA to eat ! Yummmmmm meatballs {X Love em' . Oh crap that reminds me , SHOPPING !! And a letter . Gah .

Signing off !

Mkkkee: OMG I was like SHOCK cos I grab your wrist and pull you then your wrist so small !! Scare me luh :OO
Me: ...

2008-09-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA omg YOU FREAK . You think by tagging under a pseudonym I won't know who you are ? EXCUSE ME , LOSER , you're using MY WORDS to tag on where ever , and you think I won't recognise the same person who STOLE MY FRIKKIN' LINES ? Idiot (shakes head and laughs) . You're really too stupid for WORDS bloody fcukin' hellllllllllll hahhahahaha . Oh c'mon , as if you used to greet people that way before you met me . It's so disgusting how you steal my lines and act as if you're the one who fcukin' came up with it . Bullshxt okay , you are FUGLY , BRAINLESS , and inevitably NO-LIFE and a reject , come to think of it . And okay , your een-ger-liiish SUCKS . I'm sorry but it's FUGGIN' true . HAHAHAHHA OMG YOU ARE SUCH A LOSER WTFH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA . (laughs .. and laughs …… and laughs …….) Freak !! Please you think I’m blind ? I don’t know what’s going on ? You’ve had a taste of the slut , and now you want the GND back . Well , you can have it . Puh-leese , what’s a girl to do with white -no sry- yellow trash like you ? Obviously , nothing . But one thing I will warn you , this bxtch doesn’t give up so easily . If I hear one WORD about me doing whatever to you , man- you’re dead . No , WORSE , than dead . You’d wish you’d never been borne . I remember somebody telling me the story about how someone went and got their (coughs) friend beat up cos’ their friend was being a total ass . That sounds reaaaaally appealing , especially if I even THINK I hear something about me circulating . Eh loser , don’t expect to get out alive if you say anything , okay ? Don’t say I didn’t warn you . And btw , good riddance to ya’ , and you guys reeeeeeeeally make a nice pair cos’ as I said , Fugly w/ Fugly = happy ever after . It’s always proven itself to be true . And on the no-life department ? You come out tops .

Don't test me .

Or else .

2008-09-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

I don't like idiots . I thought that was obvious . Especially idiots who can't talk properly and type lykk dissss . Such losers . Anyway , my blog is probably going to be blocked until I post out the two posts with the word "fcuk" in them .. which means never , since I seem to actually like posting the word quite often . (inhales shakily) I am so vulgar . Anyway , today saw something that would have made me immensely and irreversibly pissed a long time ago , but now it only served to annoy me . And then that gave way to amusement and disbelief at the audacity of it . I suppose I should do something , but really I don't care anymore . In the first place , I'd suppose I never really did . And that was my bad . But now I'm happy ! And seemingly much more so after~ er .. something (looks evasive) SMILEEE* Hahaha . Whatever it is , they can go frolic around , have sex , get preggers and live out their little sad lives whilst I go to university and get rich and also get preggers but in a good , notbeforegrowingupandgrowingoutourhair way , and I wouldn't give a bat's ass about it . HA and I'm so happy for it , good luck !

Old fashioned, classy, girl next door
looking for a sweetheart ;;
someone who can give her a little bit more.

2008-09-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

OH okay since my blog is ALREADY blocked~ FUCK YOU ASS HOLE . Ew . EWWWWWWW !!!! I've been wanting to say this for a long time . YOU . DISGUST . ME .

Alot .

EW .

Go off luh , ugly people add together make a nice pair . Toodles ! :D

2008-09-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

You're cheating yourself out of today. Today is calling to you, trying to get your attention, but you're stuck on tomorrow, & today trickles away down a drain. You wake up the next morning &wasted is gone forever. It's now yesterday. Some of those moments may have had wonderful things in store for you, but now you'll never know.

01. If you got pregnant, would your parents make you keep the baby?
Probably .

02. If you failed a class for the year, would you rather go to summer school or repeat the grade?
Just the one ? In my school even if you fail the one class , as long as the rest can boost your marks up to the 60% benchmark then you're safe !

03. If your best friend told you they were gay, would you support them?
Yes . What's so wrong with being gay ?

04. If your best friend said they needed an abortion, would you support them?
Same answer- yes , yes , yes yes YES !!

05. If a tornado was approaching your home, where would you go?
Er- Idk ? Will a tornado ever approach s'pore ?

06. If you could have a $100 gift card to one mall store, what would it be?
$100 isn't even enough for one item in Topshop -.- I'd say for cheaper stuff , F21 ?

07. If you had to get back together with one of your exes (whether they're single or not), who would it be?
It's always bad to languish in the past , luv . Let it go .

08. If you could get a tattoo RIGHT NOW, what would it be of and where?
An egyptian , aztec-looking snake on my neck ! Like QQ :)

09. If your best friend was leaving for another country for a month, what would you do on your last day to hang out?
Oh god ahaha ; laoshu and the other scholars are going off to Chinaland for THREE months ! I'll go to the airport to send em' off :) SRSLY !

10. If you got expelled from school, what school would you go to next?
Er- RV ? Or dunman ?

11. If you could get plastic surgery for free, what would you get?
Er- I'm satisfied with like my boobs and nose tyvm . Probably botox , but only when I'm like 60 and SAGGYYYY .

12. If you could adopt any of your friends as your new brother/sister, who would you pick?
Smaller or bigger sister/brother ? Manka (for brother) and Sarah for sister :D

13. If you had the chance to move out of your current house right now, would you?
Depends on where we're moving to ? I wouldn't mind the new one at Scott's with the car lift !

14. If you could have a threesome with two famous people, who would they be?
Ian Somerhalder and Johnathon Rhys Meyers , definitely -XOXO

15. If you could change your entire name (even last), what would you change it to?
Kaleigh Valentine hehehe

16. If you were given $10 to clean up all the litter in a huge park, would you do it?
Maybe ? I'd dunk it all into the pond :)

17. If you could bring any cancelled television show back on the air, which would it be?
The Nanny , bxtch !

18. If you woke up with your lip mysteriously pierced, would you keep it?
If not what , go back to sleep and it mysteriously disappears again ?

19. If your cousin offered you a job working with your favorite band, would you take it?
WHO WOULDN’T ?

20. If your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
No hha

21. If you had to choose between going with your mom or your dad after a divorce, who would you choose?
Neither . I'd go live in Japan with my extended family godfahzer :)

22. If you woke up in a stranger's bed after a night of drinking, what would you do first?
If no clothes on , grab some clothes , then head out the door to find whoever I'm home with , bash em' up and leave . Oh , and grab some cash before heading out the front porch and off with his car .

23. If you had to be alone in a room for 24 hours with someone, who would you pick to be with you?
Celeb ? Jensen Ackles . Friend ? SARAHHHHHH :)

24. If you could have any talent in the world, what would it be?
Singing ?

25. If you have/had a dog, would you dye its fur if you could?
Ew gross . Chatuchak trash , much ?

26. If you had a summer reading assignment and had to pick a book to write five pages about, what book would you choose?
Hm . The Darkening ? Or Cujo .

27. If the singer from your favorite band knocked on the door asking to use the telephone, what would you do?
Cool ! It'll be like the whole of Click5 or something . I’d be like “OMG OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS. LOOK IM IN THE CD CASE EVEN OMG CAN I GET A HUG AND PICTURES? Oh also heres there phone”

28. If you had suspicions of your mom sleeping with one of your male teachers, what would you do?
Beat him up .

29. If you missed the bus to school and your parents already left for work, what would you do?
Don't go to school ?

30. If you got pregnant, what would your parents' reactions be?
I have no idea . Probably get reaaaaally mad at me .

31. If you found out your mom had a child before you and gave them up for adoption, what would you think?
I'd ttly be like- OMG let's go find him/her and I HAVE A NEW BROTHARRRR/SISTARRRH !!

32. If you go on a crazy amusement park ride, would you get sick?
nope

33. If the world ended tomorrow, what's some things you'd like to do today?
Eat and shop my heart out .

34. If you had to eat one food for the whole week (and you wouldn't get sick, no matter what it is), what would it be?
Er- steak ? Dimsum :D

35. If you had no television and no computer over the summer, how would you occupy your time?
I'd go out , I suppose ?

36. If you were stranded on an island with a person you hate, what would you do?
eat them .

HEY guys ! Today was awesome , had a bunch of presents !! From TC , Na , Gemz and ML :) I'm waiting for the sunday ones to come in [muaha] and then I'll write the entiiiiiiiire list here ! Am a happy girl (cough) obviously . Anyway , today's P.E was bloody SUCKY . After two weeks of not playing basketball .. let's just say the hoop hates me . Yesterday went to RafflesCity and Suntec , and got some stuff from Topshop :) BIRTHDAY !! And went to look around Promod , which has some of the greatest stuff EVER . Prolly getting my BeiJing winter crap from there :D Love the UK brands , absoluteeeeeely . Hm , ate at Shokudo , and was completely freezing cos' I was only wearing my Topshop shorts and Banana Republic tunic and the H&M hoodie which is somehow not enough to block out the cold . Result ? Am sick :) Have been sniffling for days since last Friday alr but this just takes the cake . What else .. can't say much really , the big update for after Sunday ? Anyway , today had a super fun remedial with mizzli {as usual} and eli was like asking her about HKK dramas and we were learning Canto from here :D WHOO WE LOVE MIZZLI LOADS !! Anyway , no chance to thank you guys yet , so here's a huge ty to all the people who smsed me happy birthday before (erhem) during (erHEM) and after (ERHEMMMM) midnight on the 4th . HAHAHA love y'all ! And for those who msned , emailed or sent me a primitive e-card- 'onestly nate :l but whatever , loved and appreciatedddd :D MUAZKX darlings yes yes . And duhf for the presents too ! Oh and for a random bit of trivia , my dad called me a DIMBO ytd . DUMB+BIMBO=DIMBO .

Sweet .

2008-09-06T08:44:00.000-07:00

You don't have to believe me anymore , I know that . I lost your trust & all I can do is gain it back , somehow , any way possible . I know I say a lot of things to make you smile ; I do that with everyone . Making people smile is something I do , but with you it's different . Every time we touch , every time we cuddle . Every time we kiss . I know it's hard to believe me because you don't know if you can trust me . It's about time I show you that you can . Lemme tell you this , I can stick to one guy , & that's what I'm doing . I have to show you how much you really mean to me . I thought I did , but it wasn't enough . It's not worth it if you don't earn it , & that's exactly why I'm gonna continue fighting for you . You may not know it , but you're worth every tear & every bruise . My heart speeds up not because I'm lying , it's because you're so close to me , you take my breath away . It's hard to breathe because I wanna take in every scent of you . My heart races because I wanna catch up to you & keep you in my lane . I don't wanna let you slip , not again . I hope you know what I express to you is sincere . Yes , I may have liked him , but I must tell you they were mixed emotions . Mainly because they were someone I was able to confide in . But in the blink of an eye , I cut that person out because I needed you to know I love you , most importantly , I needed you to believe me .

Isn't life sad that way ?

I like cute guys. Not necessarily the hottest guy, but the one that's clumsy & crazy & always makes me smile. You know what I mean? Like he might not be Abercrombie potential, but he still has all my attention. No, not in the show-offy type of way, but in the I'm-totally-cool-with-who-I-am kind of way. Like he can smile at me & I know we were meant for this, for us. It would be like, he wouldn't always know what to say & when to say it, but he would want to. Because sometimes caring enough to try really is enough. And for us it would be. He'd be spontaneous, always doing something I would have never expected would make me fall in love. The kind of guy that is so proud to be yours. The kind that has an amazing family that you feel at home with. You know, the kind of guy that is your best friend, but the only ever see yourself with at the same time. He would love me for everything I am, for real, not just say it like everyone else always does. He would mean it & I wouldn't have to think twice to know he was telling the truth. And maybe we'd be exact opposites, but that what would make our relationship great. Working at it. Because without the work it wouldn't really be worth it.

馒头 : as in u look like that kind of vry jiang yi qi de ppl

馒头 : (:

馒头 : xDD

馒头 : muahahahahahaha

馒头 : i lubb u mel mel x33

馒头 : muahahhahahaahha

Aw :) She heard it from somebody / LOL . Thanks lah bxtch ! -xo